Hi guys,
I just love bluelight, so many of my questions were answered here so I decided to make an account and to tell you my story.
I`m 34, male, from Bulgaria.
I`m from a small town here, but now I live in one of the biggest cities in Bulgaria.
Back in 1998 I started using Codterpin(Codeine Purum) with Gluthetimide which was giving me a great almost 1 hour kick...when I turned back in times now I can say there`s no such an euphory like that...and thus almost 3 years.It was very easy that years to get almost anything from almost any pharmacy including pure liquid Morphine without any recipe from almost any pharmacy in any town, just 24\7.
But things change , politics change so do the drugs.I moved to study in a university near our Black Sea where I started using heroin.In most of our cities and towns, gipsies are the main dealers of heroin.I directly started shooting it(yeah, it was a bit difficult the first times even I had really big veins everywhere)and remember I bought a bag of heroin for 1 lev each(less than 1 dollar) and at the beginning 2 bags a day were pretty fine for me.Because it`s not so pure , we cook it with cytric acid here......Almost ten years I was a regular heroin addict, somehow always found money for my addiction and never committed any crime for cash...may be because I had some rich relatives and I was stealing from them without them to know.
Whatever.5 or 6 years ago first went into morhine recovery program.Here in Bulgaria we have Substitol, which as you know is really easy to cook and shoot, so I was shooting it until I reached 800 mg(4 pills x 200 mg each) a day.Then the Methadone program...hell.The Methadone in Bulgaria is pure and liquid as water, bitter in taste and it`s again no problem to shoot.I know people shooting 50-60 cubics(10 mg=1 ml=1 cubic) of Methadone per day when a big bottle of Methadone is 100 cubics(the old junkies form the late 1980s when the junkies in Bulgaria were no more than 50-60 people).I started at 15 cubics and after several years now I am clean from Methadone for almost 2 months.I didn`t go cold turkey.
My last dose 2 months ago was 30 mg and as you know it is really hard to stop with the cold turkey method, something more, I study last year piano at the Musical Academy and during the nights I play piano as well and as you know it`s really hard to work when you`re sick. When injecting methadone the withdrawals come just after 12-20 hours, it`s not made for shooting it`s made for drinking.So I tried several days on clean but it was impossible to do anything.So my doc prescribed me Oxycontin, which I generally don`t like.So I was 4-5 days form 60 mg of Oxy to 40 mg the last day, then switched to Ms Contin 5-6 days from 90 mg-60 mg the last day(no shooting both) ....when my old friend the heroin knocked on my door.
And now I am clean for 2 months from Methadone, but I used heroin for almost 1 month and hooked to it again.WHAT A MESS.And that`s not the best part.The best part is that I have signed a contract in Scandinavia, I have a plane ticket after 2 weeks....So, now I`m trying to kick my heroin withdrawals and i`ll try to stay clean for at least a couple of days, because I have 2 months contract in Scandinavia and I don`t want to have withdrawals during work in a foreign country, alone.I hope the withdrawals will be no more long than a couple of days.I just hope the withdrawals will not go more than a couple of days.I think they won`t be more than this, beacuse the heroin in Bulgaria isn`t very pure, I htink something like 3%-4%, when cooking there`s really a lot of bullshit and crap in the spoon before filtering, and the colour is not that cogniac colour, it`s blurry brown, light brown.
And a question: will I make my withdrawals longer if I take some MS Contin now for 2-3 days?
Thanx for reading and have a nice day everyone.
I just love bluelight, so many of my questions were answered here so I decided to make an account and to tell you my story.
I`m 34, male, from Bulgaria.
I`m from a small town here, but now I live in one of the biggest cities in Bulgaria.
Back in 1998 I started using Codterpin(Codeine Purum) with Gluthetimide which was giving me a great almost 1 hour kick...when I turned back in times now I can say there`s no such an euphory like that...and thus almost 3 years.It was very easy that years to get almost anything from almost any pharmacy including pure liquid Morphine without any recipe from almost any pharmacy in any town, just 24\7.
But things change , politics change so do the drugs.I moved to study in a university near our Black Sea where I started using heroin.In most of our cities and towns, gipsies are the main dealers of heroin.I directly started shooting it(yeah, it was a bit difficult the first times even I had really big veins everywhere)and remember I bought a bag of heroin for 1 lev each(less than 1 dollar) and at the beginning 2 bags a day were pretty fine for me.Because it`s not so pure , we cook it with cytric acid here......Almost ten years I was a regular heroin addict, somehow always found money for my addiction and never committed any crime for cash...may be because I had some rich relatives and I was stealing from them without them to know.
Whatever.5 or 6 years ago first went into morhine recovery program.Here in Bulgaria we have Substitol, which as you know is really easy to cook and shoot, so I was shooting it until I reached 800 mg(4 pills x 200 mg each) a day.Then the Methadone program...hell.The Methadone in Bulgaria is pure and liquid as water, bitter in taste and it`s again no problem to shoot.I know people shooting 50-60 cubics(10 mg=1 ml=1 cubic) of Methadone per day when a big bottle of Methadone is 100 cubics(the old junkies form the late 1980s when the junkies in Bulgaria were no more than 50-60 people).I started at 15 cubics and after several years now I am clean from Methadone for almost 2 months.I didn`t go cold turkey.
My last dose 2 months ago was 30 mg and as you know it is really hard to stop with the cold turkey method, something more, I study last year piano at the Musical Academy and during the nights I play piano as well and as you know it`s really hard to work when you`re sick. When injecting methadone the withdrawals come just after 12-20 hours, it`s not made for shooting it`s made for drinking.So I tried several days on clean but it was impossible to do anything.So my doc prescribed me Oxycontin, which I generally don`t like.So I was 4-5 days form 60 mg of Oxy to 40 mg the last day, then switched to Ms Contin 5-6 days from 90 mg-60 mg the last day(no shooting both) ....when my old friend the heroin knocked on my door.
And now I am clean for 2 months from Methadone, but I used heroin for almost 1 month and hooked to it again.WHAT A MESS.And that`s not the best part.The best part is that I have signed a contract in Scandinavia, I have a plane ticket after 2 weeks....So, now I`m trying to kick my heroin withdrawals and i`ll try to stay clean for at least a couple of days, because I have 2 months contract in Scandinavia and I don`t want to have withdrawals during work in a foreign country, alone.I hope the withdrawals will be no more long than a couple of days.I just hope the withdrawals will not go more than a couple of days.I think they won`t be more than this, beacuse the heroin in Bulgaria isn`t very pure, I htink something like 3%-4%, when cooking there`s really a lot of bullshit and crap in the spoon before filtering, and the colour is not that cogniac colour, it`s blurry brown, light brown.
And a question: will I make my withdrawals longer if I take some MS Contin now for 2-3 days?
Thanx for reading and have a nice day everyone.
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