Hi everyone, not new to BL as I have browsed it for years, but I’ve only just recently joined. I want somewhere to participate and hopefully forge connections that is not the inane, censored black hole of Reddit.
I am a quiet, nicely behaved benzo addict. I have and tried the gambit of them, though no RCs. Recently added Baclofen to my life to try to reduce my cravings and stretch my klon prescription longer. Ask me anything about benzos. I know a decent amount.
I am, as my SN suggests, constantly seeking oblivion. I live two lives. In one I am employed in a job I’d lose if my addiction were discovered, a suburban housewife, and taking care of my sick parents in my free time. In my dream life I am free of this claustrophobic suburban life, I am living in a little cottage in the Orkney Islands with just my dog. No more snarles of traffic, big box stores, bottomless pit of needs from people who can give very little by no fault of their own. No more need to seek oblivion as I’ll have all the quiet I crave.