ThereWillBeFractal
Greenlighter
After stumbling upon this forum hundreds of times while googling how to safely enjoy "X" drug, I have finally decided to register.
I don't understand much of the chemistry behind the drugs like some of you guys do, but I do hope my anecdotes and posts can be useful, and if my posts help at least one person, then it's worth it.
I'm a 25 years old professional gamer, obviously I can't give more details, just that I make enough to pay the bills and I always have my parents in case something goes wrong. I'm socially anxious and agoraphobic, and that makes really hard for me to get a "real job", so much that I managed to make money with games.
My favorite drugs are psychedelics, but unfortunately I can't enjoy them at the time due to the medication I take.
Nowadays I only use LSD sometimes for micro-dosing purposes, because even though I'm incapable of tripping while on anti-psychotics, I can still feel the benefits from the stimulating effects that a micro-dose of LSD gives me.
I usually do drugs in moderation, but I have this bad tendency, I'm like a kid with money in a candy store when it comes to drugs. I actually tripped from LSD less than 5 times close to 2 years ago, loved it, and proceeded to buy a sheet a few months later (just so I would never run out), really dumb from me because a few weeks after that I had to start taking anti-psychotics and now I can't trip at all.
Still though, I manage to have a lot of fun with ritalin, vyvanse, benzos and the very occasional weed; I'm socially anxious, and agoraphobic and there's no better drug combo for socializing like a normal human being like something like 50mg dose of vyvanse + benzos to take the amphetamine edge away. I learned about this combo around 8 months ago and it's changing my life for the better. It makes me act like an extrovert without any anxieties, it's amazing. I can even view myself working in normal jobs in the future, even though for a person like me a goal like that is still pretty much a pipedream.
Anyway, that's my intro. Much love to the community
I don't understand much of the chemistry behind the drugs like some of you guys do, but I do hope my anecdotes and posts can be useful, and if my posts help at least one person, then it's worth it.
I'm a 25 years old professional gamer, obviously I can't give more details, just that I make enough to pay the bills and I always have my parents in case something goes wrong. I'm socially anxious and agoraphobic, and that makes really hard for me to get a "real job", so much that I managed to make money with games.
My favorite drugs are psychedelics, but unfortunately I can't enjoy them at the time due to the medication I take.
Nowadays I only use LSD sometimes for micro-dosing purposes, because even though I'm incapable of tripping while on anti-psychotics, I can still feel the benefits from the stimulating effects that a micro-dose of LSD gives me.
I usually do drugs in moderation, but I have this bad tendency, I'm like a kid with money in a candy store when it comes to drugs. I actually tripped from LSD less than 5 times close to 2 years ago, loved it, and proceeded to buy a sheet a few months later (just so I would never run out), really dumb from me because a few weeks after that I had to start taking anti-psychotics and now I can't trip at all.
Still though, I manage to have a lot of fun with ritalin, vyvanse, benzos and the very occasional weed; I'm socially anxious, and agoraphobic and there's no better drug combo for socializing like a normal human being like something like 50mg dose of vyvanse + benzos to take the amphetamine edge away. I learned about this combo around 8 months ago and it's changing my life for the better. It makes me act like an extrovert without any anxieties, it's amazing. I can even view myself working in normal jobs in the future, even though for a person like me a goal like that is still pretty much a pipedream.
Anyway, that's my intro. Much love to the community
welcome to the site (OMGitmightbeALI-A).