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Ok I don't know if this is where I put this this is my first time posting anything like this it's kinda a question here is my issue I have been battling pain for a hand full of years now I have spondy @ L5/s1 as well as acute scoliosis a big bone chip and 2 protruding discs and some days I feel like I am breaking apart and just want to stick a knife in there ok I have went through the routine and was getting 90 10mg perks a month and nerve blocks once a month the blocks never helped for over a year and so I just started to get brought up on meds 10mg to 30mg IR over a year and then added a long acting again started at 20mg all the way up to 60mg over another year then back down to 40mg now but the thing is I don't want to really take anymore but after 4 years on pain meds I have that scared feeling "what am I going to do if I get off of them how will I function...?" It's just they seem like they rule my life and yes I have went over on many occasions and we all know how that goes and been sick many times till my appt I am just tired of the rollercoster I just don't know what to do and don't have many people I can talk to and a few that I have just say "oh just stay on them you'll be fine you can't live without them bla bla bla" more or less I am just lost I am 32 now and yes I went a few years with my back killing me all the time and worked through it but my work suffered and my personal life did too then after getting in pain mgmt quality of life went way way up in every aspect but now I am just mad about it and sad and again just lost and if anyone wants to come on and tell me all kinds of rude or inappropriate things please save it I really don't want to hear it I am serious and just don't know what to do about anything also I don't PT 4 days a week now and home excercises and I have a inversion table and walk my dog 5 days a week for about 30min a day just lost and need something don't even know what that is any help would be apriciated thx to whoever answers and isn't just a bunch of insults and/or nonsense like I have seen on may other posts
 
Hi welcome to BL :) judging by the seriousness of your story I doubt you'll receive any negative feedback on this site. I'm new also and I've gotten nothing but niceness and people that want to help.

I don't really know how to offer you help. I'm addicted to heroin so I know about being sick but yet I have not been strong enough to quit. All I can really offer you is the idea of suboxone/subutex. You go 2-3 days (or 24 hours depending on metabolism) and you take the sub and it alleviates all feelings of WD. Its also used for pain management bc the active drug in it,buprenorphine, is a partial agonist. Which means it binds to the same receptors as opiates so you still get the relief of having them in your system but you won't feel "high".

There's others on here that know more about it or you can use the sites search engine and look up older posts regarding bupe and you'll find all you need to know (:

Hope I was able to help! If you ever feel the need to talk or vent feel free to PM me.

H-queen <3
 
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