hello, everyone. greetings from brazil!

[oxyladron]

First of all, I'm sorry for any grammar mistake, people!


Hi, guys. I'm just a newbie on the pills-recreational-almost-addict stuff. I have bipolar type 2, so I'm mostly depressed everytime and this sh*t gets stronger in the holidays season. I've been prescripted Klonopin, Stilnox for my insomnia until I've found Xanax. Oh, great stuff. Hightly addictive otherwise. I was abusing the stuff on the last months until I've had a seizure on the middle of the street while hanging out with my friends because I went cold turkey cause my pills ended. Yeah, nice story to my future children. Stopped with the Xanax and now I'm on Diazepam and I've been playing with Ritalin (10mg, insufflated) and now I have four 30mg pills Morphine (Dimorf in Brazil, morphine sulfate) and I've been thinking about the best way to enjoy it. Snorting, orally... So, I've been reading this forum for a long time and I'm very shy but now I'm finally got the balls to register and everything and I hope to help everyone in the best way I can. Advices, talking about life or just talking 'bout some fun stuff to relief the stress of everything.


Thank you all! If someone could give me an advice on the morphine thing, I'd be grateful. I've been reading the morphine section on this forum but everyone says one thing and I don't know who to trust since I've never took it.


Bless ya.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hi oxyladron ,

BTW - your english is very good.

Bipolar is real - i have it as well. I know that the winters can be rough, but every down slide allows us to reevaluate our choices and prepare for the happy days. I am in the library public computer and forget the formatting to link you to the sub-forum, but you may want to check out the Mental Health sub-forum. Maybe even this specific thread i started can give you a place to vent: http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/855838-Mental-Illness-Support-Thread-V-How-do-you-feel

In regards to advising you on how to get high, i'm afraid that's against the site rules. But we can help you manage your medications and take them the appropriate way. If you absolutely need to abuse them, i just want to say that, as you and i know better than most, what goes up must come down.

Regards my friend, and welcome to Bluelight!
madness00

 

[oxyladron]

Hi oxyladron ,

BTW - your english is very good.

Bipolar is real - i have it as well. I know that the winters can be rough, but every down slide allows us to reevaluate our choices and prepare for the happy days. I am in the library public computer and forget the formatting to link you to the sub-forum, but you may want to check out the Mental Health sub-forum. Maybe even this specific thread i started can give you a place to vent: http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/855838-Mental-Illness-Support-Thread-V-How-do-you-feel

In regards to advising you on how to get high, i'm afraid that's against the site rules. But we can help you manage your medications and take them the appropriate way. If you absolutely need to abuse them, i just want to say that, as you and i know better than most, what goes up must come down.

Regards my friend, and welcome to Bluelight!
madness00

Hi, madness00! Thanks, I never actually engaged on english forums to really practice my english, so thanks! Hahah! About your thread, I'll absolutely check it out, thanks. And about the morphine thing, I'm looking more for some advices on harm reduction while recreationing using morphine. I know the forum is all about that (and that is the THING

 

[Jabberwocky]

Hey again,

Here's a quick snippet of a quote i found in a recent thread in regards to morphine:

Plugging has higher bioavailability, but oral lasts longer, but 75mg is a good amount, you could make a couple of strong oral doses with that amount depending on your tolerance, opium is mostly morphine, and I find that with a good oral dose of opium the effects are better than with smoking and plugging, slower onset and less intense peak but much longer effects, I dont recommend snorting morphine, the bioavailability isnt much better than oral and its never a good idea to snort pills, its also important to know if these are immediate or controlled release since controlled release morphine isnt very recreational.

Be safe. Be smart.

 

[oxyladron]

Thanks for the advice, dude! I'll be looking to the safest way ever.

Thank you again for the kind reception!