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Hello everyone! (Daily meth user)

garywade81

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First off I'd like to say thanks to all the brilliant people who take the time to share their experience and advice on here. I learned so much before becoming a member.

So I am a daily meth user (not a tweaker) I have a family, full time job as a manager, only person thats knows about my use os my dealer. The key I think to my successful use is eating and sleeping. I learned that the only time meth made me act in any way different was if I didnt get sleep and used more to handle the day. Never good. So I decided since I enjoy the high and dont want to stop than I better make sure I sleep so I dont start changing.

Anyway wont run on. Just here to learn and share. Excited to meet fellow users!
 
I love meth. However I find that on day 3 I can't really catch a high with out using an insane amount and since its so neurotoxic I usually take a long break in between uses. Nice to meet you!
 
See thats the thing. I have an addict inside me from my teenage years that every so often says "lets go do a shit ton of drugs!" Usually every couple months I would get an intense craving for narcotics. This was actually much harder to handle. When i would feel it i would get terrified and would hate myself on my drive to pick up. And last time that happened i thought maybe the issue is that i go so long without use, that once i get it i binge like a fiend. Stay up three days straight no food, eyes going all over the place cant put a sentence together etc. So usually i would pass out and throw whatever i had left away the next morning. So last time I did this i was very depressed, and instead of throwing it away i said fuck it im ready for the roller coaster again no matter how bad it gets im just an addict and need to except that. So instead of throwing it away i ised it before work. I had an amazing high all day i ate nobody thought anything was wrong, all was good. So i bought more that night used a little went to sleep and did the same thing the next morning...same result!!! I personally dont think its the meth that makes you nuts...its the sleep deprivation. Even someone who dosnt use would go nuts without sleep.
 
I had about a gram a day habit (more or less depending on availability) for 6 months. Never shake and bake i was told it was p2p, i dont really know how to tell the difference. I would eat everyday and it kept me looking lean, plus i had a very physically demanding job, and I would sleep atleast 30 mins everyday. I didnt have access to xanax or any sleep aids except otc, which i didnt take. My problem was that my tolerance was very high. I was out of state working in Iowa, where its everywhere, and was making roughly $2k a week. I would usually buy two eight balls ($300) or a quarter ($700) a week. At first I was only smoking/snorting, then I started doing hot rails. But it got to the point where i was doing half gram hot rails every morning before work, and sneaking off to the porta johns on my breaks (i do industrial construction ie: fertalizer plants, oil refineries, this job was a new construction of a fertalizer plant making anhydrus ammonia "irony?") but it got to the point where about once every two weeks i would just straight crash and sleep for 24 hours missing work. Not good. The last 2 months of my 6 month stint i discovered the most efficient ROA, IMO... IVing. I could do one .2/.3 shot in the morning and be good all day with a little bump here or there. On my off days/nights being the person i am to push it to the limit i slowly started to see how much more i could handle. My first .5 shot had me feeling like I was rolling on the best x pills ever. But I made the mistake of doing a 1.0, i thought i was going to go insane and never be normal again. The thing was I liked how it made me feel the first couple hours, but eventually I just wanted it to go away and go to sleep. So when I came home and stopped doing it, it wasnt hard for me to do. In the past several months the only time i've ever really done ice was to deal with withdraws from H. Anyway, thats the majority of my experience with meth. And I completely agree, as long as you eat everyday and get some sleep, you are more than likely to be better off. I believe you can do meth and not be a tweaker. A tweaker acts like a tweaker if they are on the shit or not. IMO
 
Personally, I hate IVing meth. Idk if I'm doing something wrong? When I snort it I get this full body high/literally buzzing. When I iv it I just feel really awake and no euphoria. I don't smoke it because I'm concerned about my teeth. Anyone else know what I'm talking about with the buzzing??? What am I doing wrong?
I want to note I'm an iv heroin addict.
 
Personally, I hate IVing meth. Idk if I'm doing something wrong? When I snort it I get this full body high/literally buzzing. When I iv it I just feel really awake and no euphoria. I don't smoke it because I'm concerned about my teeth. Anyone else know what I'm talking about with the buzzing??? What am I doing wrong?
I want to note I'm an iv heroin addict.

Wasn't good or wasn't enough.
Or I suppose if it was extremely diluted, but I only buy that to a certain extent.
 
Thats a pretty strong habit...id say i do about 1/4 gram throughout the day. Im not really chasing an intense euphoric high just enough to actually be interested in things. My depression had me to a point where evrything just fealt pointless and a waste of time. Activities, hobbies, conversations, friendships, I had no interest in anything. A couple hits gives me that little extra boost. Not to where im like oh man lets sit down for hours and share stories but enough buzz to have some interest. If that makes sense.
 
Im surprised that the amount that I would snort wouldn't be enough through iv. But thank you! Might try again soon and will try more. Thanks again!

I can't imagine any other explanation. If you get the same stuff then double it. Of course you don't want to over do it but you have a little more wiggle room with meth as opposed to H.
 
Love the idea! However the website is very "minimalist" ;)! But it does the job nonetheless, will post some thoughts later.
 
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