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Shardzvark

Shardzvark

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I've used the massive wealth of knowledge that is Bluelught for more than a decade... like when I was wondering if you could mainline a certain pharmaceutical or when I wondered if anyone else had strange reactions mixing illicit drugs and SSRI's, bluelight always comes thru with info just when you need it. I've never really NEEDED to make an account until now. But more on that later. For now, hi. 👋🙃 I'm just a solo f wanderer experiencer of life and all life has to offer. From phx AZ but making my way thru SW CO atm. My first and most passionate love was MJ. She still holds the no.1 spot in my ❤. Nowadays I spent more time with Crystal cuz, well if you know her you know how that be. Partial to psychadelixsss. That's pretty much it, I have mad social anxiety that manifests in diff ways at times but I deal. I've been on and off various benzos and SSRI's for many years but f all that. Makin my way thru the trenches and valleys alike. Love ya, weirdos.
 
What it be @Shardzvark ? - glad you jumped into this social database with you and your weirdness.

Maybe you can spice it up a bit for us? I bet you have some cool stories from your wanderings?

Yeah MJ and Tina were my top two as well.. I don't like combining them though, do you? Isn't it funny how they're basically on the total opposite end of the spectrum in regards to the stigmas? No one gives a fuck if you smoke weed but if you smoke meth, which goes my Desoxyn in the pharm, you're.. you know, whatever bad shit people say about meth users.

Welcome to the fam, you can make it homie if you like homie.

Safe travels,

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Thanks for the warm welcome! I feel more complete now lol. In all honesty, the task of finding like minded and similarly inclined human beings -who either do hard drugs or at least understand it, and who also aren't total shitbags of some degree- has proven to be a feat greater than I can conquer atm. This pandemic and the effects it has had on all of our social lives has made it that much more challenging. I've always prided myself on my ability to be both alone and content simultaneously. Comfortable enough with myself and thoughts that solitude was something I valued greatly. But now that it's being forced upon me, it's no longer my choice and I hate it. It's fucking excruciating. So I can't tell you how great it feels to finally be part of this community knowing I have at least 1 thing in common with every mf on here.

As for stories I may have, I'll just say this. Nothing good has ever come from putting me on the spot. My stories have a predisposition to abruptly turning into "guess you had to be there" stories lol. But, I do have experience o' plenty to share, and I will, the more I engage and participate in discussions on here and contests and such, I'm betting the stories will follow naturally.

You asked if I like to mix them, G & green. The answer to that would be: FUCK NO!!! They contradict in so many ways, and tbh, doing them simultaneously is sacrilegious to say the least. Same goes for storing clear in a potleaf stamped seal and getting spun on 420. Just...no.

Sorry so many words. Hope the sum of them were somewhat coherent.. 🙂🙃🙂

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