Hey there......
You're right. BL can be a great place to help you in situations like you descibe. The Dark Side is a great place to find support and share stories about coming out of a dark past......
You will find all over BL there is an overwhelming amount of support.
It's a wonderful community!
Well actually I was looking up something about demerol on google and there was an answer from here. So after I seen that I took a tour on this site and found so many answers that i didnt even know or was too scared to ask.