lilbitcrazy
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 20, 2021
- Messages
- 42
1.How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
Years of browsing but I think I had an account going back to around 2006 or so but I couldn’t recall the login id. or email address I used at that time so I created this new account (20 Sept. 2021).
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
I first found Bluelight (2006) via a google search when I was researching a weight training supplement, I think it was called Jack3d, I found that it had quite a hit when taken on an empty stomach and helped me with my depression, motivation and energy levels (anhedonia).
This led me to explore a compound called Phenylethylamine (PEA) which seemed to be the active ingredient? I acquired some PEA and began taking it daily using some potentiation with a MAOb inhibitor, I quickly became addicted to the intense euphoric hit and relief of symptoms, unfortunately the story doesn’t end well and led to hospitalization and a bipolar/schizophrenia diagnosis and subsequent loss of employment.
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
I had a regular supply and dextroamphetamine which worked well alleviating my long-term depression but I developed a tolerance and it not longer worked. I occasionally used alcohol but never got much out of it as it left me with a more severe depression.
Going back another 15 years or so I tried LSD a few times, I had an amazing experience and it left feeling almost completely cured, I would have continued with the LSD but the supply was too unreliable.
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
Snorting dextroamphetamine was the main ROA, with the PEA I used a (non-competitive) MOAb inhibitor and dissolved the PEA in exact volumes of water to achieve a desired concentration then used sublingual administration of 1ml repeatedly throughout the day.
Years of browsing but I think I had an account going back to around 2006 or so but I couldn’t recall the login id. or email address I used at that time so I created this new account (20 Sept. 2021).
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
I first found Bluelight (2006) via a google search when I was researching a weight training supplement, I think it was called Jack3d, I found that it had quite a hit when taken on an empty stomach and helped me with my depression, motivation and energy levels (anhedonia).
This led me to explore a compound called Phenylethylamine (PEA) which seemed to be the active ingredient? I acquired some PEA and began taking it daily using some potentiation with a MAOb inhibitor, I quickly became addicted to the intense euphoric hit and relief of symptoms, unfortunately the story doesn’t end well and led to hospitalization and a bipolar/schizophrenia diagnosis and subsequent loss of employment.
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
I had a regular supply and dextroamphetamine which worked well alleviating my long-term depression but I developed a tolerance and it not longer worked. I occasionally used alcohol but never got much out of it as it left me with a more severe depression.
Going back another 15 years or so I tried LSD a few times, I had an amazing experience and it left feeling almost completely cured, I would have continued with the LSD but the supply was too unreliable.
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
Snorting dextroamphetamine was the main ROA, with the PEA I used a (non-competitive) MOAb inhibitor and dissolved the PEA in exact volumes of water to achieve a desired concentration then used sublingual administration of 1ml repeatedly throughout the day.