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Zamanfou

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Feb 14, 2012
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Greece
Greetings from Greece.I'm a 30 year old male and trying to get my life pieces together after 5 years of drugs abuse (mostly H). I've done a lot of good things in my time but the prejudice for an ex-addict still remains. I really hate that, since people who don't even know me judge me by a single action. I've graduated from university, saved lives, worked non-stop since 18, financially helped my family, never harmed anyone who didn't deserve it and yet i carry the mark of a junkie. I try hard to change that but it seems only a few see it. I'm still socially isolated with a handful of FRIENDS. I don't care anymore about what people think about me which trully liberated me and found myself at last.
 
"You may only post 1 messages every 180 minutes." this showed up after 1 pm i sent. Is this normal?
 
Welcome to Bluelight man! I'm from the United States. I didn't realize there was such a solid market for heroin in Greece until you guys started joining Bluelight!!! :D

Yeah, until you're a Bluelighter, you can only PM every now and then, that'll go away once you have 50 posts + 24 hours. :)

I was only addicted to heroin for 1 year, am a few years younger than you, and am about to get off of opiates for good with the help of Suboxone.

I really hate how everyone looks down on the heroin users, they shouldn't. :)

I'm still socially isolated with a handful of FRIENDS. I don't care anymore about what people think about me which trully liberated me and found myself at last.

:) I like how you stated this. At least you have friends who are trustworthy, right? %) As long as I have my small group of California friends that I do now, I don't feel like I need way more friends but I do look forward to making more as time goes on. %)

I still feel socially isolated at times, as a lot of American's aren't heroin users or recovering heroin users.
 
Actually yes, major cities in Greece swarm with heroin since it's a pass from east to west. My true friends consist of 3 ppl :(. I was born in Sweden and with all the crappy situation in Greece the last 2 years, i'm thinking of moving out to my birthplace for a fresh start but it's a hard decision. Completely different lifestyle that i'm not used to. I hate long and heavy winters since the sun shines all year over here. A little more money and life draining from our shitty goverment and i'm out of here. Cheers :)
 
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