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The Lone Deranger

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Hi, like title says im new to the site, been reading a few threads in the psychadelic section in the last couple of wks before joining tonight, I'm a 29 yr old male from the UK. I have an intrest in Halucinogenic drugs, but also reguarly use weed, and on and off with opiates ( Mainly Heroin ) A brief history of my drug use as follows : - I started using hash at the age of 14 ( Not clever i know ) and by the age of 15 - 16 i had experianced Amphetamine, MDMA, Cocaine, Crack cocaine, Lsd, Liberty cap mushrooms, Ketamine, Morphine pills, and Benzodiazepines.

By the age of 18 yrs old id also added to list ( Journey ) Fly agaric mushrooms, mexican mushrooms, and my Crack flurtation had begun to turn to bouts of expensive small binges, then after a weekend Md party i tried smoking some Heroin for the first time, and 3 months later i tried the IV route for the heroin, And later went on to start inject crack and heroin at the same time ( Allways in search of a new wave to ride ) and that was pretty much the end of a lot of the good times surrounding the party circle of stim's. And now i find myself 11 yrs later after first trying the big H, and at times i wonder how time went so quick, but thats nodding everyday for ya ! anyway for the last few yrs id say ive been getting much more on top of my heroin use, and i no longer use for long lengths of time anymore, a day or 2, or somtimes maybe 5 - 7 days at most if it runs away with me, but i notice whats happening and i get it back in check again.

Ive prob's missed a few bits out here and there, but ive only realy put all this in the thread to just get it out there, and as i feel i can be possably helpfull regarding my experiance with the substances listed, and as not to say " Look at me, ive done all this stuff, arnt i cool or whatever " as im not like that, and i would never try to put myself over in such a way, and my drug use has been a personal experiment, like wanting to find things out, experiance new things, learn about myself and my surroundings etc .. Certainly not some ego trip thing i would reel off to a new friend as to try and come across as superior in knowledge or bigger and better, like a status symbol of drug use.

And i have a lot of other hobbies and intrests in my life aswell, listed on my profile, Im not just an out and out drug fiend ! haha, anyway i didnt want this to be too long winded, im gonna start to familarise myself with some of the site.

Thanks for reading, And i certainly hope to be of some use to the boards, aswell as enjoy using the site to read up on some things which im wanting to try in the future ..

Thanks again Guy's ' n ' Gal's ..
 
There is no judgement here!! Most of us, including myself, have been in your shoes lol. I just kicked my nasty heroin habit 3 months ago and am loving life again (I think because I can afford hallucinogens) lmao. Anyways, enjoy! We are all here for each other and you will fit in just fine, don't be shy! <3
 
Thanks, And thats great too, breaking a H habit, Ive been on and off for 11 years now and somtimes it gets tiring, or realy boring, but i seem to abstain for a while, then think ill have another go ! somtimes you end up questioning why you bother when you know the full in's and out's of it, and realistically i know i cant find anything new in experiancing it again, but then i go do it again. I think its just because its comfy, like an old armchair that your very familiar with. lol, but i want to get back into psychedelics like i used to be, ive got a good few hundred Libs and some fly agaricks ready waiting for me, even when i was still using H daily when shroom season would come round id still go out and collect and store them away as ive allways known id want them again. I just realy want to do Ibogaine aswell to move on from my methadone habit, and then try dmt, im fascinated with reading dmt trip reports !
 
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