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ASHellytopay

ASHellytopay

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Hello everyone! I?m about an hour or less new here, I?m so excited to be here, I don?t have a lot of people in my life I can talk to about this stuff so I hope this will be a good outlet for me!, I was wondering if anyone else has had trouble activating their account? I have tried and tried to get them to send the email, to no avail. Please help if you can, if not say hello!
 
Welcome to Bluelight :)

Well, I see you have already posted in the Technical Support forum regarding you email activation. One of the Admins will most likely take a look at it when they see it and see what's up. Other than that, you should be good to go as far as posting goes.

What brought you to Bluelight other than saying you don't have people in your life that you can talk about this kind of stuff?
 
I have been reading Bluelight posts here and there for a couple years, I was always too shy to make an account and post anything so I’m trying to get past that and reach out, share my experience and read others experiences. (Yea I may have over posted about my activation problem, haha I’m just so frustrated with it!)
 
lol Don't go crazy about the email activation, if it becomes an issue, send a PM to one of the Admins and they'll look into it.

What kind of drugs are you into is mainly what I was asking, though there are some people that aren't all that into drugs and are here for the social aspect of it and the non-drug related forums here.
 
Heroin is my poison, been using off an on for about 7 years, can’t seem to stay clean for very long though, it’s a continuous cycle that seems will never end. It’s bee 4-5 months since I last used and I’m on suboxone which I’ve been on for 3 years, I have tapered down from 8mg to 1mg though in the past year and I’ve been feeling pretty good, except for the depression, that’s what really kills me and a lot of the reason for relapsing. What is your drug of choice? Are you clean?
 
Heroin.. Clean now.. You and I are pretty similar in the depression aspect. It always brought me back out. That vicious fuckin cycle. This time I've been doing things differently. I exercise more often than I use to (which was hardly ever). I eat better food than I use to. And I talk to my close friends when shit is bothering me (which I never did)

Have you sought out counseling for your depression? Check out Sober Living and The Dark Side also Mental Health all those places are part of the Recovery section here and have some really great people for support during those times you're feeling down. Also, if you ever want to talk feel free to PM me anytime. I know what you're going through so don't feel embarrassed or shy to reach out to anyone here for help. That's what we're here for :) <3
 
I am seeing a psych doctor and I’m on some meds that really seemed to be helping until recently I’ve been getting paranoid about people talking about me, driving, my boyfriend cheating on me, just all stuff that’s in my head. But those posts would be great for times when I’m really craving or going through a hard time and need someone to talk to. Thank you! How long have you been clean for? If you don’t mind me asking? My type of excercize is the couch haha but I bet I’d feel a hundred percent better if I got off my ass instead of swallowing in self pity on the couch haha
 
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I've been clean since July 21 2016
 
ASHellytopay said:
Wow you’ve been clean for a while, what made you stop? Like what was the deal breaker?
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The short version is I was on probation already, knew I was going to fail my UA. My PO told me check into a 30-day program and get sorted out. Got locked up my discharge day to deal with my violation, spent like 3 months in jail. When I got out stayed at my parents house for a couple days then went to the halfway house I was planing on going to when I got out of rehab, but those plans got delayed cause you know, jail. So yeah. All done with probation and court bullshit. So I don't have to worry about that shit ever again.

Now I'm seriously trying to live the life I'm suppose to have without drugs. The good things in life are slowly coming my way if I stay doing the right thing, otherwise all this will be for nothing and I'm back to square one. And I don't want to live that life anymore.
 
Wowzers, if anything will get you clean, jail will. I’ve never been arrasted but I’ve gotten to the point where I wished that I would, just so I could be away from heroin. I’m glad you’re doing well now, life really does have its moments where it’s so worth it, it’s really so much better then that struggle. I mean either way life is a struggle but I have learned that over time, it’s just not easy, but drugs will NOT make it easier.
 
I've been detained multiple times, never any charges levelled against me thankfully.(although they should've been a couple times)
 
Well it’s a good thing they weren’t haha. I was arrested for punching someone but I was only detained for a few hours, after that, nothing came of it, thankfully!
 
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