ACT I
Shroomz was a new and wondrous thing to me, and having never tried a tryptamin family drug i thought it would be amazing, i stopped off to grab XTC from a friend but he was out of stock, so he gave me 10g of shroomz for 10 bucks, good deal.
me and my girlfriend wanted a place to ourselves so we found a really cheap motel with bright colored walls and access to the net and a tv. there were no noise limitations in the area we were in and all seemed great. i chewed 5g and so did she.
ACT II - Onset
the onset was great, we had some conversation and were laughing at drunks in a different room, life had been great to me so far and surely this was an experience again i would soon not forget.
the mush slowly started to take effect. i distinctly remembered laughing about the big pine trees across the parking lot looking alot like pot plants. and staring at my girlfriend and then shutting my eyes and seeing outlines of her face.
but then it happened...
ACT III - INSANE?
the drunks in the other rooms were getting louder, and my girlfriend wished to see what was up. fearing they were in the hall. i made her sit on the bed.. i tried talking to get my mind off things, but i started to talk to much.. not wanting my girlfriend to hear the other people in the motel.... i started spewing out theories of life and philosophical moments, and i must have been terribly loud. so my girlfriend after repeatedly telling me i needed to be quiter or stop talking.. went to the bathroom.. i panicked thinking she had left the room.... and then blankness.
ACT IV - SANE AGAIN
upon waking 9 hours later, there was blood/puke all across the carpet. i had lost bowel functions and had to wash my only pants and underwear brought in a shower. i only could remember snippets. not knowing if my life was real, or how i came to be. wondering who, if i really existed, created me. thinking the only way to end the pain was to find a hospital. i turned and looked at my girlfriend, she gave me a hug (as i lay there in soiled pants), she had been crying i could tell. she boar a bruise above her right eye, and a odd round cut that had gone bright purple on her wrist.. as i noticed the round cut was oddly shaped like teeth marks, i felt a pounding in my head. so moving to the mirror i noticed i to had a bump like her.. but i had two others in addition. i showered and washed the clothes trying to figure out wear i was... and slowly bits and pieces came back.
ACT V - Recollection
i had started screaming about a pain in my stomach at one point, and i hurled myself off the bed and vomited blood and puke over the carpet. passing out for 20 minutes i groggily had gotten up (still in excessive pain) and tried to kill myself by smashing my head off a window ac unit corner, then a wall twice. my girlfriend screamed unknowing what to do.. she convinced me somehow to go on the bed.... i didnt want to go so i bit her arm holding me.. not knowing what i was doing i would have bit through her arm had she not punched me. i decked her back. and collapsed. she rolled me into a recovery position and waited out the night on the phone with her friend.
thats it. thats the end. there was no happy ending. shroomz fucked me up. i had flashbacks for days, was unsure if i was sane or not for a week. she's still with me.. she knows i would NEVER strike a woman, and it had only been a bad trip. but our relationship took months to heal. now i will never try everything as i once wanted, for i fear going near acid. and shroomz will always be a never.
Shroomz was a new and wondrous thing to me, and having never tried a tryptamin family drug i thought it would be amazing, i stopped off to grab XTC from a friend but he was out of stock, so he gave me 10g of shroomz for 10 bucks, good deal.
me and my girlfriend wanted a place to ourselves so we found a really cheap motel with bright colored walls and access to the net and a tv. there were no noise limitations in the area we were in and all seemed great. i chewed 5g and so did she.
ACT II - Onset
the onset was great, we had some conversation and were laughing at drunks in a different room, life had been great to me so far and surely this was an experience again i would soon not forget.
the mush slowly started to take effect. i distinctly remembered laughing about the big pine trees across the parking lot looking alot like pot plants. and staring at my girlfriend and then shutting my eyes and seeing outlines of her face.
but then it happened...
ACT III - INSANE?
the drunks in the other rooms were getting louder, and my girlfriend wished to see what was up. fearing they were in the hall. i made her sit on the bed.. i tried talking to get my mind off things, but i started to talk to much.. not wanting my girlfriend to hear the other people in the motel.... i started spewing out theories of life and philosophical moments, and i must have been terribly loud. so my girlfriend after repeatedly telling me i needed to be quiter or stop talking.. went to the bathroom.. i panicked thinking she had left the room.... and then blankness.
ACT IV - SANE AGAIN
upon waking 9 hours later, there was blood/puke all across the carpet. i had lost bowel functions and had to wash my only pants and underwear brought in a shower. i only could remember snippets. not knowing if my life was real, or how i came to be. wondering who, if i really existed, created me. thinking the only way to end the pain was to find a hospital. i turned and looked at my girlfriend, she gave me a hug (as i lay there in soiled pants), she had been crying i could tell. she boar a bruise above her right eye, and a odd round cut that had gone bright purple on her wrist.. as i noticed the round cut was oddly shaped like teeth marks, i felt a pounding in my head. so moving to the mirror i noticed i to had a bump like her.. but i had two others in addition. i showered and washed the clothes trying to figure out wear i was... and slowly bits and pieces came back.
ACT V - Recollection
i had started screaming about a pain in my stomach at one point, and i hurled myself off the bed and vomited blood and puke over the carpet. passing out for 20 minutes i groggily had gotten up (still in excessive pain) and tried to kill myself by smashing my head off a window ac unit corner, then a wall twice. my girlfriend screamed unknowing what to do.. she convinced me somehow to go on the bed.... i didnt want to go so i bit her arm holding me.. not knowing what i was doing i would have bit through her arm had she not punched me. i decked her back. and collapsed. she rolled me into a recovery position and waited out the night on the phone with her friend.
thats it. thats the end. there was no happy ending. shroomz fucked me up. i had flashbacks for days, was unsure if i was sane or not for a week. she's still with me.. she knows i would NEVER strike a woman, and it had only been a bad trip. but our relationship took months to heal. now i will never try everything as i once wanted, for i fear going near acid. and shroomz will always be a never.
