cj
Bluelight Crew
Nostalgia. That kick in the guts I get when I walk through downtown. Past the monuments of our past. Our love the "good old days". The apartments we fell in love in. The park we slept at the first few months of our homeless adventure. The last place I saw jj. The capitol we strolled by a million times. I feel like I should be able to temporarily step back into that past. Long enough to kiss you. Long enough to tell you how sorry I am for all the fuck ups to come. To just experience you looking at me and touching my face and those beautiful blue eyes. God they glow like diamonds. But it doesn't work out like that. So I say a silent prayer that in 5 years we will look back on our current life with nostalgia. That your still with me. That we make it. Next stop capitol and rice on the train back to snelling. Thin line between heaven and here
