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Heartless Suicide

xDymnd9x

Bluelighter
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Jan 20, 2001
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Location
Indiana
Pill after pill
You just swallow your foolish pride
Time after time you just repeat "don't worry about me, I'm ok"
Are you to blind to see you're only killing yourself?
Hoping I never have to hear the day when they say "yeah she's dead"
Knowing to well I'd fall into the ground
We're too much alike
To damned blind to see...
I care
To afraid to tell you, you aren't going to make it in this world
I've heard that to many times myself
All the nights I sat and cried..
Cutting, burning, and peeling off the layers of my skin
Making the "decorations" I say I liked
Looking back and seeing nothing but painful scars of my stupidity
I want to cry, but the tears won't flow
I want to call you, but the phone isn't close enough
You want to die, but I'm not doing anything
Only if you could see...
All these torn emotions
I feel like I'm pulling 150 and no one can see the stretch marks upon my arms
Left me...
When all it was...I left you
*Drip, splash*,*Drip, splash*...your blood hits the floor
Little, unbroken, pink razor in hand
A single tear runs from her cheek
Tears now soon stream down my face
It's her attempted heartless suicide
I laugh as I hear her say she finished a bottle of painkillers today
She's becoming faceless...
But deep inside..she'll never know
Nor will the world know the pain she's causing
Until one day...
It will all be the pain of a faceless suicide....
 
ooh. i feel ill. i've been on suicide watch for someone for the past four months or so and it's really starting to take its toll on me...
 
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