Pulpo
Bluelighter
Everytime I smoke, I get paranoid, like crazy bad. I am/have always been paranoid all my life, of even the slightest things. I have tried to go to some pretty big drug parties in the past, and usually will sit quietly in my high mind, waiting for time to pass. Paranoia always kicks in when I start to think of consequences, and it has been getting much worse, beyond the parents, when I focus in on my aching heart. If you're wondering why I smoke, I will occasionally bypass all this bullshit and have laugh attacks from stuff on 4chan or Adult Swim. It is also nice to fall asleep all cozy.
Like, I'll get super high on a fine sativa, and my heart will just start to hurt out of nowhere. This makes me very tense, and I'll try to relax and usually it will go away, but I'll get up and not feel sluggish at all. Most people get tired and droopy eyes from Marijuana use, but I feel like I can take on the world when I am high. It makes my body ready to tackle a physical situation, in the same manner stress would, say, before a presentation. When I'm by myself, I'll practice my TaeKwonDo stuff, skateboard, and all that fun stuff, which usually makes my heart beat faster, but in a less aching way.
I looked up some possibilities resulting from heart pains. The closest thing to my symptoms would be Stable Angina.
It should also be noted that I almost always smoke under the harshest conditions: Opposite hours (meaning hours I am usually asleep), Body tempurature lowering rediculous freezing weather (Fucked up my lips, and I am usually relaxed in this weather, dropping my body tempurature).
It's also possible that because of the harsh conditions, I have some sort of viral infestion, my stomach and intestines are just uncomfortable, or something (I can hear my intestines passing water/gas at night when high). But, my HEART aches, my heart. I wish it was my stomach, but I can feel directly where the irregular heartbeat is, it aches, like someone is grabbing it and squeezing it or something.
If I die, then so be it. I will not be going to any doctors, but any personal remedies will be noted. I guess I'm asking for second opinions, methods of self-diagnostics, and the like. I'm doubting I've had a heart attack, I don't recall any body numbness or anything, the symptoms really point to Angina. But Angina says any intense physical stress or emotion will ache the heart. I go under the intense paranoia when high, and this is the cause, but, what the hell do I know I'm not a doctor.
Thanks in advance.
If you're mad at the title because you want to defend Marijuanas good name, then I'll put it this way. Intense paranoia, brought on by abusing marijuana, may have stressed my ticker enough to do some serious damage.
actually screw the whole angina thing. after reading more about it, it says it's from a decreased blood flow to parts of the heart and is predictible, because a person knows when his hearts beating faster. Well, I just did 15 pushups, and the slight heart pain actually feels like it went away a bit. wtf
it's almost like, when I get high, i focus all my mental power on my heart, all the chi flows right through it and aches it.
Like, I'll get super high on a fine sativa, and my heart will just start to hurt out of nowhere. This makes me very tense, and I'll try to relax and usually it will go away, but I'll get up and not feel sluggish at all. Most people get tired and droopy eyes from Marijuana use, but I feel like I can take on the world when I am high. It makes my body ready to tackle a physical situation, in the same manner stress would, say, before a presentation. When I'm by myself, I'll practice my TaeKwonDo stuff, skateboard, and all that fun stuff, which usually makes my heart beat faster, but in a less aching way.
I looked up some possibilities resulting from heart pains. The closest thing to my symptoms would be Stable Angina.
It should also be noted that I almost always smoke under the harshest conditions: Opposite hours (meaning hours I am usually asleep), Body tempurature lowering rediculous freezing weather (Fucked up my lips, and I am usually relaxed in this weather, dropping my body tempurature).
It's also possible that because of the harsh conditions, I have some sort of viral infestion, my stomach and intestines are just uncomfortable, or something (I can hear my intestines passing water/gas at night when high). But, my HEART aches, my heart. I wish it was my stomach, but I can feel directly where the irregular heartbeat is, it aches, like someone is grabbing it and squeezing it or something.
If I die, then so be it. I will not be going to any doctors, but any personal remedies will be noted. I guess I'm asking for second opinions, methods of self-diagnostics, and the like. I'm doubting I've had a heart attack, I don't recall any body numbness or anything, the symptoms really point to Angina. But Angina says any intense physical stress or emotion will ache the heart. I go under the intense paranoia when high, and this is the cause, but, what the hell do I know I'm not a doctor.
Thanks in advance.
If you're mad at the title because you want to defend Marijuanas good name, then I'll put it this way. Intense paranoia, brought on by abusing marijuana, may have stressed my ticker enough to do some serious damage.
actually screw the whole angina thing. after reading more about it, it says it's from a decreased blood flow to parts of the heart and is predictible, because a person knows when his hearts beating faster. Well, I just did 15 pushups, and the slight heart pain actually feels like it went away a bit. wtf
it's almost like, when I get high, i focus all my mental power on my heart, all the chi flows right through it and aches it.
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