Hello everyone! This is my first post on any kind of forum so I'm not sure how to go about it. I guess I'll just jump into it. I use to use regularly and quit after joining the service. I finished my contract recently and after a lot of shit circumstances, I ended up having to go back to my mothers. (Real winner here I know). I started self medicating for some issues I have by going back to the one thing I knew would make it go away. Meth. Something changed since I used to use it and now everytime I use, even a little, with no sleep deprivation, I vividly hear my mother and her husband discussing my use. Its so clear I could swear it was happening. I told her I had relapsed and what was going on and she told me they've never said any of the things they said. Its still happening and I dont know if they are lying to me or its all in my head. Are they scared to confront me? (I'm the least violent person in history, work 40 hours a week, and don't steal or any of that tweaker shit) I feel like im going insane. I tried stopping my use but it kept happening nightly. Anyon else experienced anything like this? Thank you in advance.