Hey eveyone,
Im getting ready to go into a detox center in 2 days (tonight is going to be my last methadone dose) And could REALLY use some advice from anyone that has gone through anything like this...this will be my first time and after reading most of the post here on line about methadone detox, I am absolutley terrified to say the least about the "unknown" regarding what I am in for. I have read SO many different things about different things to take and different things to do while youre in WD's to help you get through (ex - Imodim for stomach issues, Klonipin for aniety, ambien for sleep, etc., etc.) and I guess Im just reaching out to anyone that may have gone through something simular that can give me some good advice on both what to expect and also some things that I can do to make my life bearable while going through this.
Just so everyone knows where Im at:
Ive been on 98 mgs/day for about 2 years. Ive never touched another drug in my life other than alcohol and doctor perscribed Vicoden and Percocet. I was taken to a Methadone clinic 2 years ago after being on Vicoden and Percocet for nearly 7 months while my oral surgen and dentist both worked on my dental issues that included jaw surgury. When I FINALLY got everything done, I was taking over 15 pills a day and not knowing much about taking drugs, I just stopped taking all those pills because my pain was gone. 2 days later I was rushed to the ER in severe WD's. They kept me over night and called a clinic to have me picked up from the hospital and admitted to a methadone clinic.....over 2 years later, here I am on 98 mgs of methadone wanting nothing more that to never ever touch or hear methadone again.
That said,
I have a detox/rehab facility here in my area that will get me off the methadone. But as anyone that is on methadone will tell you, most, if not all detox centers will tell you, you should be at no more than 40mg daily before trying to come off this stuff (im currently on 98mgs/day). Reason being is that most centers use Suboxone or Subutex as one of their main tools to get you off. This center however says that yes, they do reccomend you being at as low of a dose that you can be, but they would take me in and detox me at my current 98mgs.
What Im REALLY trying to figure out is, in everyone's "General" opinion (because I know that everyone is different), what do you all think I will go through if I detox to Suboxone at 98mgs vs. waiting until I tapered to something around 40mgs?? (again, I know that everyone is different, so Im not looking for an exact breakdown of what I will feel like hour to hour during my WD period, but rather what everyone thinks about going from 98mgs of Meth to Sub vs. going from 40mgs of Meth to Sub)
Other than that, ANY and ALL advice or reccomendations are VERY much appreciated and welcome, I can use all the help and support I can get. I am scared to death to go to this detox facility not knowing what is going to happen. I went into wd's about 6 months ago and i could and believe I can deal with everything aside from that skin crawling, RLS, juming out of your skin, super high anxiety feeling. So, if anyone has ideas or advice on how to get that specific symptom to subside PLEASE, PLEASE chime in.
Im sorry for the long post, Im just really desparate for help right now... Tomorrow at 5am will be my last dose before I hit the detox center. So Im really counting on everyone here that has helped everyone else I this board. I can only assure you that in return for any help, you will recieve any and all advice that I can give after going through what I am about to in the next few days.
Thanks in advance everyone, I really appreciate it!
Im getting ready to go into a detox center in 2 days (tonight is going to be my last methadone dose) And could REALLY use some advice from anyone that has gone through anything like this...this will be my first time and after reading most of the post here on line about methadone detox, I am absolutley terrified to say the least about the "unknown" regarding what I am in for. I have read SO many different things about different things to take and different things to do while youre in WD's to help you get through (ex - Imodim for stomach issues, Klonipin for aniety, ambien for sleep, etc., etc.) and I guess Im just reaching out to anyone that may have gone through something simular that can give me some good advice on both what to expect and also some things that I can do to make my life bearable while going through this.
Just so everyone knows where Im at:
Ive been on 98 mgs/day for about 2 years. Ive never touched another drug in my life other than alcohol and doctor perscribed Vicoden and Percocet. I was taken to a Methadone clinic 2 years ago after being on Vicoden and Percocet for nearly 7 months while my oral surgen and dentist both worked on my dental issues that included jaw surgury. When I FINALLY got everything done, I was taking over 15 pills a day and not knowing much about taking drugs, I just stopped taking all those pills because my pain was gone. 2 days later I was rushed to the ER in severe WD's. They kept me over night and called a clinic to have me picked up from the hospital and admitted to a methadone clinic.....over 2 years later, here I am on 98 mgs of methadone wanting nothing more that to never ever touch or hear methadone again.
That said,
I have a detox/rehab facility here in my area that will get me off the methadone. But as anyone that is on methadone will tell you, most, if not all detox centers will tell you, you should be at no more than 40mg daily before trying to come off this stuff (im currently on 98mgs/day). Reason being is that most centers use Suboxone or Subutex as one of their main tools to get you off. This center however says that yes, they do reccomend you being at as low of a dose that you can be, but they would take me in and detox me at my current 98mgs.
What Im REALLY trying to figure out is, in everyone's "General" opinion (because I know that everyone is different), what do you all think I will go through if I detox to Suboxone at 98mgs vs. waiting until I tapered to something around 40mgs?? (again, I know that everyone is different, so Im not looking for an exact breakdown of what I will feel like hour to hour during my WD period, but rather what everyone thinks about going from 98mgs of Meth to Sub vs. going from 40mgs of Meth to Sub)
Other than that, ANY and ALL advice or reccomendations are VERY much appreciated and welcome, I can use all the help and support I can get. I am scared to death to go to this detox facility not knowing what is going to happen. I went into wd's about 6 months ago and i could and believe I can deal with everything aside from that skin crawling, RLS, juming out of your skin, super high anxiety feeling. So, if anyone has ideas or advice on how to get that specific symptom to subside PLEASE, PLEASE chime in.
Im sorry for the long post, Im just really desparate for help right now... Tomorrow at 5am will be my last dose before I hit the detox center. So Im really counting on everyone here that has helped everyone else I this board. I can only assure you that in return for any help, you will recieve any and all advice that I can give after going through what I am about to in the next few days.
Thanks in advance everyone, I really appreciate it!