altrez2004
Bluelighter
I told myself I would not write this. I don't want to, its to hard. I have been foolish with my mind not respecting my body and not caring about what happens to those around me.
If I was to say to you 4 seeds could change your life would you believe me? Well It can I did not believe it at the time, how careless I was to take something that is meant to be a tool for the mind and turn it into a joke.
Last year I was in a different mind set I would spend my days looking for ways to escape everyday life. It came in many forms from beer to crank. Anything I could get my hands on. I remember reading about Morning glories and how they would make you trip if you took enough of them.. So I tried it and yes I did have some good trips.
Then it happened I ordered 25 hawaiian Baby woodrose seeds from the Internet. I took a few and noticed the great buzz I got. I did not get sick only felt a pleasant almost opium type high. I was happy! yet another drug to add to my list. The next weekend after spending half the week tweaking I decided to trip. I went to my room and picked up my small bag of seeds and took out 4. I chewed up the seeds and then down the hatch.
The Madness.
T 10:00 am. I am 15 minutes in and have started to feel some tightness in my stomach. I smoke some pot and it goes away.
T 10:30 am. Feeling great have a good buzz going and everything seems right with the world.
T 11:30 am. I am going up and fast I feel like I have took a strong dose of acid as the feeling of something is working its way around my body. I look in the mirror and become scared of my own reflection its alien to me. The face looking back at me is pale with eyes black.
T 12:30 pm. Still feel like I have not reached my peek. Objects around me have become dark. My house has become the stage of what was soon to become a horror movie.
T 1:00 pm. I am so scared I have never been this far gone in my life. I must eat something to calm down. So I eat and it dose not work. I feel more intense effects after eating then I did before hand.
T 2:00 pm. I fall asleep just for a moment only to wake up in some hellish nightmare. Everything around me is shivering it begins to storm out side and the fabric of my mind begins to rip. I panic I cry and I scream. It dose not help. I am still going up.
T 4:00 pm. I have hit my peak only to find myself shivering in the corner I cant explain to you how this was. It was as if someone picked me up and placed me 1000 miles away in some dirty abandoned warehouse. I can not control this, Its to much. I start to brake everything around me trying to make it all stop.
T 6:30 pm. The first thing I remember is opening my front door. The outside had turned into a nightmare, the clouds had become evil when a very dark almost burning shape. The street was empty I was alone. I walked into my kitchen only to see the wall shaking and the floor spinning. My lunch I had ate before was almost glowing bright red the darkness was home to demons I turn on every light in the house.
T 7:00 pm I am still very much tripping I begin to understand that the only way out was to beg for forgiveness.. I went into my room and flushed all the seeds away. I broke my pipes and in the trash they went flushed all my other drugs down the toilet and even pored out all the beer in the house. I fall to my knees and pray for it to stop repeating over and over please forgive me.
T 7:30 Coming down now I can feel the plant god's have forgiven me and I sit down and watch TV
T 8:30 I drift off to sleep watching my door shrink and grow thinking about the lessoned learned.
Looking into your mind from the outside can bring you closer to your own death then can be explained. I have changed.
-Altrez
If I was to say to you 4 seeds could change your life would you believe me? Well It can I did not believe it at the time, how careless I was to take something that is meant to be a tool for the mind and turn it into a joke.
Last year I was in a different mind set I would spend my days looking for ways to escape everyday life. It came in many forms from beer to crank. Anything I could get my hands on. I remember reading about Morning glories and how they would make you trip if you took enough of them.. So I tried it and yes I did have some good trips.
Then it happened I ordered 25 hawaiian Baby woodrose seeds from the Internet. I took a few and noticed the great buzz I got. I did not get sick only felt a pleasant almost opium type high. I was happy! yet another drug to add to my list. The next weekend after spending half the week tweaking I decided to trip. I went to my room and picked up my small bag of seeds and took out 4. I chewed up the seeds and then down the hatch.
The Madness.
T 10:00 am. I am 15 minutes in and have started to feel some tightness in my stomach. I smoke some pot and it goes away.
T 10:30 am. Feeling great have a good buzz going and everything seems right with the world.
T 11:30 am. I am going up and fast I feel like I have took a strong dose of acid as the feeling of something is working its way around my body. I look in the mirror and become scared of my own reflection its alien to me. The face looking back at me is pale with eyes black.
T 12:30 pm. Still feel like I have not reached my peek. Objects around me have become dark. My house has become the stage of what was soon to become a horror movie.
T 1:00 pm. I am so scared I have never been this far gone in my life. I must eat something to calm down. So I eat and it dose not work. I feel more intense effects after eating then I did before hand.
T 2:00 pm. I fall asleep just for a moment only to wake up in some hellish nightmare. Everything around me is shivering it begins to storm out side and the fabric of my mind begins to rip. I panic I cry and I scream. It dose not help. I am still going up.
T 4:00 pm. I have hit my peak only to find myself shivering in the corner I cant explain to you how this was. It was as if someone picked me up and placed me 1000 miles away in some dirty abandoned warehouse. I can not control this, Its to much. I start to brake everything around me trying to make it all stop.
T 6:30 pm. The first thing I remember is opening my front door. The outside had turned into a nightmare, the clouds had become evil when a very dark almost burning shape. The street was empty I was alone. I walked into my kitchen only to see the wall shaking and the floor spinning. My lunch I had ate before was almost glowing bright red the darkness was home to demons I turn on every light in the house.
T 7:00 pm I am still very much tripping I begin to understand that the only way out was to beg for forgiveness.. I went into my room and flushed all the seeds away. I broke my pipes and in the trash they went flushed all my other drugs down the toilet and even pored out all the beer in the house. I fall to my knees and pray for it to stop repeating over and over please forgive me.
T 7:30 Coming down now I can feel the plant god's have forgiven me and I sit down and watch TV
T 8:30 I drift off to sleep watching my door shrink and grow thinking about the lessoned learned.
Looking into your mind from the outside can bring you closer to your own death then can be explained. I have changed.
-Altrez
