HBWR - 5 Seeds - 3rd time
Seeds - Organic, untreated Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds.
Setting - My apartment.
Purpose - Entertainment and exploration.
Background - Been a drug user for less than a year, am 20 now, but have done a whole host of substances, legal and otherwise. I had a cold when I took these.
0 - Soaked 5 seeds in water for half hour, scraped outer coating for good karma. Bit down on the seed until it was crushed in my mouth, then swallowed it. I had no sitters during this experience. This was my third time with HBWR, and the first time I had eaten the seeds whole (rather than water + seeds which was then filtered)
+0:10 - Feelin' a tryptamine alert.
+0:20 - Feelin' a nausea alert
+0:30-1:00 - Nauseated as hell. I take a shower; attempt to puke, but find I cannot (I have great difficulty doing so).
+1:00-2:00 - Nauseated still, but starting to feel very sedated. I nap on my couch.
+2:10 - Wake up and try to do some calls for work. Find myself very disoriented and confused, too much so to really get anything done. Still nauseated. I make myself some lunch and eat it to try and help with nausea.
+2:20- - Nausea starts rolling back. I start realizing I'm tripping hard. OEV/CEV's begin, I become more disoriented. Euphoria also kicks in. There are barely any auditory hallucinations. There is definitely 5ht2a/c modulation akin to other psychedelics; I am at a steady +3 (surprising, from this dose). Pain threshold is up to about 4 times what it normally is. Walking feels like I'm on disassociatives, but my head is a little less cloudy.
+5:00 - Still going strong, happily hallucinating and euphoric. Entertained by television mostly. Relaxed.
+6:00 - Very bad constipation sets in. Spend a while in the bathroom, but to no avail. I go grab some food, but am unable to eat it and am forced back into the bathroom.
+6:30 - I collapse onto bathroom floor and black out for about 15 minutes. Very bad pain all over.
+6:45 - Wake up. Regain my strength a bit. Covered in sweat now. Heartbeat okay. Blood pressure a little weak, but stable. Wash my face, try to relax.
+7:00 - Constipation turns into diarrhea. At least there is relief.
+7:15 - Escape from the bathroom exhausted. I head to bed early, still tripping. End up staring at the ceiling for a few hours before falling asleep. Slept fine, mostly back together again by the time I wake up.
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So, that was my experience. It would have been fun, apart from the awful nausea. The water extrations I had done (distilled water and ethanol) mostly yielded no psychedelic effects and nasty nausea, so I guess it was a better time than that. Still, the collapsing, digestive trauma, and memories of pain make me not want to repeat.
Seeds - Organic, untreated Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds.
Setting - My apartment.
Purpose - Entertainment and exploration.
Background - Been a drug user for less than a year, am 20 now, but have done a whole host of substances, legal and otherwise. I had a cold when I took these.
0 - Soaked 5 seeds in water for half hour, scraped outer coating for good karma. Bit down on the seed until it was crushed in my mouth, then swallowed it. I had no sitters during this experience. This was my third time with HBWR, and the first time I had eaten the seeds whole (rather than water + seeds which was then filtered)
+0:10 - Feelin' a tryptamine alert.
+0:20 - Feelin' a nausea alert
+0:30-1:00 - Nauseated as hell. I take a shower; attempt to puke, but find I cannot (I have great difficulty doing so).
+1:00-2:00 - Nauseated still, but starting to feel very sedated. I nap on my couch.
+2:10 - Wake up and try to do some calls for work. Find myself very disoriented and confused, too much so to really get anything done. Still nauseated. I make myself some lunch and eat it to try and help with nausea.
+2:20- - Nausea starts rolling back. I start realizing I'm tripping hard. OEV/CEV's begin, I become more disoriented. Euphoria also kicks in. There are barely any auditory hallucinations. There is definitely 5ht2a/c modulation akin to other psychedelics; I am at a steady +3 (surprising, from this dose). Pain threshold is up to about 4 times what it normally is. Walking feels like I'm on disassociatives, but my head is a little less cloudy.
+5:00 - Still going strong, happily hallucinating and euphoric. Entertained by television mostly. Relaxed.
+6:00 - Very bad constipation sets in. Spend a while in the bathroom, but to no avail. I go grab some food, but am unable to eat it and am forced back into the bathroom.
+6:30 - I collapse onto bathroom floor and black out for about 15 minutes. Very bad pain all over.
+6:45 - Wake up. Regain my strength a bit. Covered in sweat now. Heartbeat okay. Blood pressure a little weak, but stable. Wash my face, try to relax.
+7:00 - Constipation turns into diarrhea. At least there is relief.
+7:15 - Escape from the bathroom exhausted. I head to bed early, still tripping. End up staring at the ceiling for a few hours before falling asleep. Slept fine, mostly back together again by the time I wake up.
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So, that was my experience. It would have been fun, apart from the awful nausea. The water extrations I had done (distilled water and ethanol) mostly yielded no psychedelic effects and nasty nausea, so I guess it was a better time than that. Still, the collapsing, digestive trauma, and memories of pain make me not want to repeat.
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