johnny_appleseed
Bluelighter
I tripped on HBWR seeds using a method I don't usually try. What I did was I chewed up 5 seeds at a time and swallowed them, three separate times for a total of 15. The way I had been doing it was by chewing up the total number and leaving the particles in my mouth while I carefully swallowed the resulting saliva. With this method I would leave the chewed seed particles in for 20 minutes, then spit them out after having swallowed a substantial amount of 'LSA' saliva.
Here is a log of information I took down during the trip, followed by a conclusive summary:
12:20PM
One of the 15 seeds I took was rotten and tasted very badly. I ate a cheeseburger after taking the seeds, then burped, and it tasted like that rotten seed. Very unpleasant. I know the trip will be pleasant, though, so that's about the only thing I'm looking forward to. I'm currently chewing gum, but the seed taste is still prominent.
I swallowed 15 seeds and just now I'm realizing I might trip really hard since I have never actually swallowed the particles. I just hope I don't think I'm dying like the only time I overdosed (30 seeds, saliva method). I usually don't have to begin spitting until later, but due to that one 'rotten' seed I have begun already (it's my method of dealing with nausea). I feel like I'm experiencing the effects too early, so this trip could go badly.
12:50pm --- Very nervous that I could throw up soon due to intensity, and burping up seed taste.
Trip has calmed down, using white lifesaver mints, working so far, feeling better. Since the trip has calmed down, I'm reminded of a 'wave' characteristic I've always realized during my experiences. By this I mean there is always an initial excitement or intensity, then it calms down to a more fluid experience. This occurs again later, which is ironic for what happened during this trip (read on).
I realize at this point that I prefer swallowing the saliva method over swallowing the particles, although I'm still up to trying a coffee grinder on a small dose another time before completely committing to my original method.
1:24PM
Burps aren't bothering me as much now, perhaps I'm used to them. I try to avoid them still, but they're not horrible like before.
I'm high.
I want to go outside and enjoy the extraordinarily beautiful weather, but I'm not sure what to do. I now realize that 'planning' is absolutely necessary to enjoy the outdoors if you don't live right next to the woods. Since I don't, my paranoia of improvising going somewhere is too great for me to leave, so lying down and watching a movie seems the best bet.
1:47PM
I feel like I'm a maze of faucets. I take a drink of ice cold water, then spit out the 'waste' of the seed nausea or whatever it is.
1:50PM
I should play along with Beatles on my acoustic...
1:51PM
Haha, anytime something 'weird' or 'out of place' happens, I say aloud "that's bad news."
Conclusion
Right around this point the trip began to go 'bad,' or so I believed. I was lying down watching Arrested Development and things began to get very confusing, the physical effects on my body became unpleasant. I began to accept that I would vomit and possibly be miserable. The only other time I vomited on seeds, I was absolutely sure I was dying. So this time, I walked into the kitchen trying to calm down, then vomited right into the kitchen sink while running cold water. After a small while, I went in and took a cool shower while mentally beating myself up over trying an alternative method. Then I got out and got sick again, this time in the bathroom sink. Finally I decided to do what I did last time I vomited on seeds that actually calmed me down (after thinking I was dying). I went in my room with my towel only, lay down on my bed (ceiling fan was on), and began to breathe rhythmically. Began to calm down and it was the most wonderful feeling in the world.
I was proud of myself for taking control of the situation and it not getting as bad as it did last time. I had thrown up a bit of the seeds out and was happy that I would not be as 'affected' now. What happened next was unexpected, rare, and beautiful...and I hope to experience it again.
It was the most peaceful, wonderful, on-top-of-the-world feeling I've ever felt. I felt a kinda of an 'after-buzz' of the seed effect. It was wonderful. I almost felt that I was becoming completely sober very quickly, except for that wonderful feeling. So I called a good friend and told him all about it.
This phone call was the only time I was completely coherent, calm, and happy throughout the rest of the night.
One thing I mentioned was how I saw what had happened in 'layers'. By this I mean that the seed effect, as a whole, is several layers. Then after vomiting I now was experiencing only 2 of those several layers in combination, which in effect is a completely different sensation. I told him I knew it was dwindling down, so that I would appreciate it and enjoy it while I could. Then, tripping came back.
I was a bit upset that I began tripping again because of how 'sober' I had felt. I wasn't as upset the fact that the wonderful feeling was gone; I expected that. It's just that every trip I've had usually ends with me lying in bed forever waiting for sleep to come, but this time it seemed I was 'back' early and able to do what I wanted. This wasn't the case.
I began to trip again and just accepted it and started watching A&E biographies of serial killers. It was pretty interesting, but I was getting tired and anxious for sleep. Finally it came.
One final note. Remember me talking about the 'wave' characteristic'? This experience of vomiting followed by wonderful feeling followed by tripping almost fits into that on a larger scale. So I'll remember that for future reference.
substancecode_hawaiianbabywoodrose
substancecode_HBWR
substancecode_LSA
substancecode_ethnobotanicals
Here is a log of information I took down during the trip, followed by a conclusive summary:
12:20PM
One of the 15 seeds I took was rotten and tasted very badly. I ate a cheeseburger after taking the seeds, then burped, and it tasted like that rotten seed. Very unpleasant. I know the trip will be pleasant, though, so that's about the only thing I'm looking forward to. I'm currently chewing gum, but the seed taste is still prominent.
I swallowed 15 seeds and just now I'm realizing I might trip really hard since I have never actually swallowed the particles. I just hope I don't think I'm dying like the only time I overdosed (30 seeds, saliva method). I usually don't have to begin spitting until later, but due to that one 'rotten' seed I have begun already (it's my method of dealing with nausea). I feel like I'm experiencing the effects too early, so this trip could go badly.
12:50pm --- Very nervous that I could throw up soon due to intensity, and burping up seed taste.
Trip has calmed down, using white lifesaver mints, working so far, feeling better. Since the trip has calmed down, I'm reminded of a 'wave' characteristic I've always realized during my experiences. By this I mean there is always an initial excitement or intensity, then it calms down to a more fluid experience. This occurs again later, which is ironic for what happened during this trip (read on).
I realize at this point that I prefer swallowing the saliva method over swallowing the particles, although I'm still up to trying a coffee grinder on a small dose another time before completely committing to my original method.
1:24PM
Burps aren't bothering me as much now, perhaps I'm used to them. I try to avoid them still, but they're not horrible like before.
I'm high.
I want to go outside and enjoy the extraordinarily beautiful weather, but I'm not sure what to do. I now realize that 'planning' is absolutely necessary to enjoy the outdoors if you don't live right next to the woods. Since I don't, my paranoia of improvising going somewhere is too great for me to leave, so lying down and watching a movie seems the best bet.
1:47PM
I feel like I'm a maze of faucets. I take a drink of ice cold water, then spit out the 'waste' of the seed nausea or whatever it is.
1:50PM
I should play along with Beatles on my acoustic...
1:51PM
Haha, anytime something 'weird' or 'out of place' happens, I say aloud "that's bad news."
Conclusion
Right around this point the trip began to go 'bad,' or so I believed. I was lying down watching Arrested Development and things began to get very confusing, the physical effects on my body became unpleasant. I began to accept that I would vomit and possibly be miserable. The only other time I vomited on seeds, I was absolutely sure I was dying. So this time, I walked into the kitchen trying to calm down, then vomited right into the kitchen sink while running cold water. After a small while, I went in and took a cool shower while mentally beating myself up over trying an alternative method. Then I got out and got sick again, this time in the bathroom sink. Finally I decided to do what I did last time I vomited on seeds that actually calmed me down (after thinking I was dying). I went in my room with my towel only, lay down on my bed (ceiling fan was on), and began to breathe rhythmically. Began to calm down and it was the most wonderful feeling in the world.
I was proud of myself for taking control of the situation and it not getting as bad as it did last time. I had thrown up a bit of the seeds out and was happy that I would not be as 'affected' now. What happened next was unexpected, rare, and beautiful...and I hope to experience it again.
It was the most peaceful, wonderful, on-top-of-the-world feeling I've ever felt. I felt a kinda of an 'after-buzz' of the seed effect. It was wonderful. I almost felt that I was becoming completely sober very quickly, except for that wonderful feeling. So I called a good friend and told him all about it.
This phone call was the only time I was completely coherent, calm, and happy throughout the rest of the night.
One thing I mentioned was how I saw what had happened in 'layers'. By this I mean that the seed effect, as a whole, is several layers. Then after vomiting I now was experiencing only 2 of those several layers in combination, which in effect is a completely different sensation. I told him I knew it was dwindling down, so that I would appreciate it and enjoy it while I could. Then, tripping came back.
I was a bit upset that I began tripping again because of how 'sober' I had felt. I wasn't as upset the fact that the wonderful feeling was gone; I expected that. It's just that every trip I've had usually ends with me lying in bed forever waiting for sleep to come, but this time it seemed I was 'back' early and able to do what I wanted. This wasn't the case.
I began to trip again and just accepted it and started watching A&E biographies of serial killers. It was pretty interesting, but I was getting tired and anxious for sleep. Finally it came.
One final note. Remember me talking about the 'wave' characteristic'? This experience of vomiting followed by wonderful feeling followed by tripping almost fits into that on a larger scale. So I'll remember that for future reference.
substancecode_hawaiianbabywoodrose
substancecode_HBWR
substancecode_LSA
substancecode_ethnobotanicals
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