Having my mind blown gently

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Time I started a trip diary!
1)
Butter from very roughly 7g leaf made into a cake with almond flour
Puff the magic dragon
Got up for a glass of water, greened out
Square patterns
mostly life love and the universe
Worked hard at trying to remember with mnemonics, but it wasn't very successful
2)
Butter from approx 7g leaf made into butter icing plus a bit of lemon juice eta I had also had 30 mg mph a few hours before, but it didn't make much difference
Sand man
Decided better to stay still, but had dry mouth pretty bad.
levels, bubble theory in a big way, fractals and some connectedness
3)
Butter from approx 7g as before, but a bit later, and onset was more immediate
Boom?
Again stayed still, dry mouth not so bad this time
Even less immersive than before, more just inspired thinking, hardly like dreaming at all.
Started out as very jumbled nonsense thoughts, but settled into more logical thinking as the high kicked in properly.
Visuals not as dramatic, except 'eyelid' patterns coloured and clearly inspiring dream state, annoying type of insomnia but:
Lots of info this time What was that pesky mnemonic?
Let there be light, no,
dimensions - nausea is from changing level of consciousness, equivalent of changing dimension.
Dimensions, one dimension, zeroes and ones, strung out in a line, like in old TV screens, making 2d image. Is this, in 3d, string theory?
Light and dark = ones and zeroes
Douglas adams, What is the ultimate question of life the universe and everything. I always knew that guy was a genius!
Everything is connected
 
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I should have written yesterdays dream here too, as I have now forgotten it, all because I wanted to write it in my big notebook which I can't find . . .
Last night's was about tigers including a guy diving head first into a lagoon where a tiger was swimming, and a big tent.
Previous night, something about fear. Oh yeah two lads and a girl, one was scared and had transparent eyes(!). There was also something about my coming back from a journey, and finding the kids left on their own, their dad thought I would be right back but the trip took longer than expected. There was more but probably not as important, e.g. something about making space for everyone in the car, reflects the day before . . . except that it was actually the day after! I had been proposing a group trip to the shops and my friend pointed out that I'd have to clear out the car to make room for everyone. NICE!
Also this morning on waking up I realised what the paranoia that people often have on psychedelics is. It's a lesson from 'the subconscious'. I don't get paranoia because I took on board that 'need to be aware of the kind of people I am with' lesson months ago, and I am in a totally safe place when I get high. Not even nice people can walk in on me. That's why setting is so important, it's not just location but also the people we are with. If there is anything dodgy nearby in time or place, your subconscious will try and tell you to keep safe, and this comes through as paranoia.
 
Weird dream last night: two schoolmates, one was grassing on the other about something. I knew about it, but kept schtum, as I didn't see any reason to drop him in the s***.
4/1/20 indoor and outdoors houses.. chicken coop blown open showing lots of eggs
 
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#4 Very fast disjointed random thoughts, zero short term memory, plus annoying insomnia again, stopping me from going into dream state. There were some interesting bits, but that's all I remember. I forgot anything even as I was thinking about it. :(
 
As dreams had dried up completely again the last few days, and pot wasn't getting me any decent 'vision' stuff, I figured that must be all I'm going to get, about life, the universe etc.), but I just had a very amusing little dream.
I usually try to focus on one particular question, not too long before I go to bed, as too many questions can make for very confusing answers. I didn't put much effort into it today, and actually the only thing I could think of specific enough was 'What happens when we die?' I have very strange sleep/dream states, as a result of years of dealing with insomnia. Very often, instead of proper dreaming, I just visualise stuff, just like when trying to figure out how something will work. So, I was mostly thinking about how I'll use the grow tent in the garden in the summer, and how to fix a ventilation fan in it, when I'm using it indoors, but somehow that got interspersed with more genuine dream state where I am playing RS (I had been playing irl for the first time in years) and noticed my hit points were getting very low, and the next snippet of dream play, I start out with low HP and die, and I wake up!!!
 
I really ought to give up on the old notebook and buy a new one. :(
Just a snippet, 'What happens after we die?" I dreamed of hubby and the kids were kids again, and Dad was there too, as well as Mum.
What do we do? I dreamed I was unravelling crochet.
 
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