Sir, you flatter me with your kind words. But I am merely an adventurous pervert curious to know more about different experiences
Also, noticed that this is how we create knowledge: by asking people who had experience to put them in writing for their posterity. Strangely, that got me excited as well.
No worries. It's on me. I'm a product of a different era where things like the boy scout manual and the prevailing opinion of the church was mastrubation was a sin. I was so mentally confused at 19, I thought I could measure my spirituality by how much time would pass before I inevitably resorted to mastrubation. Rightly or wrongly I read in the spiritual books of the time that this energy could be transmuted up the spine and would be better a better thing to do. Nowadays I don't feel that much guilt if it happens. Like if I can't get to sleep, maybe it will settle me down. I've got some major hangups like I refuse to have sex with my wife because I feel like she stabbed me in the back by having me baker-acted in 2013 even though that was the only option left to get over my addictions. In the end, I really don't know life at all.