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Havent taken MDMA in 10 months, and thinking about it but nervous. (See Why)

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So around this time last year, i was riding a peak in life. Had as much money as an 18 year old could want from working so much, was going to shows at least 2 days a weekend. Eating MDMA every weekend and LSD as much as i could get my hands on. Then i met this girl who ide had seen at a few shows, we started talking.

Long story short, we rolled really hard after only knowing each other for a few days and it created feelings of close love and intamacy and connection that wernt there after the drug wore off. I thought i was in love when i was high, and when i came down i was sadly mistaken.

Now i have a girlfriend who i really enjoy her presence and she brought up getting some molly and that we should go to a show and roll our ass's off. I havent rolled in 10 months and im kind of nervous to roll because i dont want to be misslead or something emotionally happen. Ide be safe to say im falling in love with her. I really enjoy the MDMA experience in moderate doses so i really want to but that last experience scared me shitless.

Also the dsfunctional brain afterwards is always my fear. My personality is articulative, and after MDMA i sound like a jackass.

What should i do?
 
Love is TOTALLY overrated, roll your ass off, and have fun...

seriusly, after my first roll, I got to the conclusion that love does not exist, is a mental state that is related to serotonins.. that and to 150 mg of MDMA.
 
i don't know why your nervous if you feel like your falling in love rolling should make it better
 
Big difference in your current situation and your previous one:

back then, you barely knew the girl; whereas, this time around: you've known this girl, and been intimate for awhile.

I feel that in your current scenario: the MDMA will amplify the feelings that are already present rather than create affections that didn't exist (since they already do!)

As far as sounding less articulate after MDMA... She's gonna be rolling with you, so she'll have the 'day after slump' same as you.

I wouldn't worry too much about it, man! Just have a good time with your girl!
 
Being truely in love has gotta be better than any drug out there - its real, its a life experience that stays with you more than any one night stand with a substance does.
 
Love is real, MDMA induced love is different. If you love the girl before hand, MDMA will allow you to love her more. If you just met someone and both roll your asses off, the serotonin flood in your brain is creating the love. Once you come down you will see those emotions do not really stand. This was a 5 sec response but, / thread
 
I know exactly how you feel.
I don't think people are understanding that there is a HUGE different between falling in love and being in love.
 
if you already care about her, the mdma will just make those feelings stronger. the only way the mdma can take the feelings away after you come down is if they weren't there in the first place.
 
rollnpeace said:
if you already care about her, the mdma will just make those feelings stronger. the only way the mdma can take the feelings away after you come down is if they weren't there in the first place.
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Bingo!

Come on man when I was doing the mdma at little get togethers... I can't count how many times a girl would wanna spend time with me for the night (not sex u perverts just the company) and there been times while high as shit that I've "thought" I had a connection with a couple of females.... but afterwards hell no!

Trust me man when u find some true love and both people In the relationship realize this. Its the most euphoric drug ever created. It will make you lie, cheat, steal, or do things you never thought of doing for your other half. A 1000 TIMES WORSE THEN MDMA, but just like it when you have it, you never want to let it go..


People say mdma is the love drug. No its not. It may create passion and lust for couple of hours but love can never be replicated into a pill.
 
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Juicy Lucy said:
Being truely in love has gotta be better than any drug out there - its real, its a life experience that stays with you more than any one night stand with a substance does.
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It is.
I would happily give up drugs to be in love again. Nothing, I repeat, nothing beats that feeling.


OP:
You shouldn't be nervous, rolling with a SO is one of the best uses of MDMA. As others have said, it should amplify the feelings that you have for eachother. I say go for it.
 
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