thizzologist
Greenlighter
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- Jun 1, 2010
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Hello everyone, okay so this one night me an my boy decide to roll we pick up 4 pokeballs 2 each and that's all we planned to do for the night. Around 2am feelin bomb off the 2 already we leave our location an decide to get 3 more from this unreliable source. They were blue supermans an we each popped one an half at once, already still rolling off the pokeballs. We get back to the crib an we go into the backyard to chill. Immedaitely I feel different, everything is like highlighted. I feel like really awake an not so much rollin, I jus feel like sitting. My boy starts to complain he has a bad migraine. I look at him and his eyes have completely lost control. Like hell be looking at me an one eye will be on me an the other is like wandering off all crazy. This like completely freaks me out. He starts saying how he's having like crazy weird open eye visuals and his head is still in terrible pain. Several hours pass by, yet it only semmed like we were in the backyard for like an hour. The sun is coming up we go inside. His eyes are normal now an the headdache is not as bad. I try to force some food down my throat but it is nearly impossible feels like sandpaper. We were not able to sleep at all I felt like I was on tweek or something. Ever since those pills I have horroid anxiety, and smoking weed sends my anxiety thru the roof. A few weeks later I was smoking a bowl and had a seizure so I quit smoking weed. 2 months go by an we decide to try rolling another shot. We get pokeballs an do 2 each and honestly it was not the same. I felt high but not much empathy or urge to dance which is why I loved xtc. I found myself jus worrying an paranoid. Now 4 months have gone by and I still feel odd. I have major bad anxiety and although an I'm not like depressed I almost every night have very weird fucked dreams. Has anyone ever experinced this? I feel like I have no one to talk to about this. An does anyone know why my boys eyes were bizerk? Will I ever be able to have another enjoyable roll? Or I have I ruined it for myself? Will it ever get better...