lyingprophet
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Oct 1, 2008
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Thankfully I have managed to avoid ever doing H. In all the ten years I have been devoted to pills, I knew intrinsically that I would be so seduced by banging anything that I decided never to do so. I am sure I don't know what I am missing, but I also have had several friends die from their addictions to H and my former girlfriend of 12 years is currently in the big house after a brief but intense journey down needle lane.
I have told myself many times that I would not escalate to a higher dosage or graduate to the next opioid, yet telling yourself anything is meaningless if you don't take your own advice (easily said, never easily done) So I can imagine a future point, after I have run out of drugs that work and after I have exhausted the goodwill of all the people who, for some unknown reason give a shit about me, when I will either resort to heroin.
I have told myself many times that I would not escalate to a higher dosage or graduate to the next opioid, yet telling yourself anything is meaningless if you don't take your own advice (easily said, never easily done) So I can imagine a future point, after I have run out of drugs that work and after I have exhausted the goodwill of all the people who, for some unknown reason give a shit about me, when I will either resort to heroin.
