have you ever?

[the other side]

have you ever given yourself to someone?
only to have them use you and throw you away
have you ever fallen in love?
only to have your heart spat upon
have you ever experienced something with someone
and felt it was magical?
only to find that they dont find it special at all?
have you ever?
have you ever felt like you've been used?
have you ever felt dirty?
played?
like a whore?
worthless,
cheap,
only something for them to play with?
is that all i am to you?
it seems so
all i am in your eyes
is a fuck
meaningless sex
a whore.
i thought i was better than that
i thought i was more to you
but
you debase me
you devoid me of any respect
you use me
you fuck me over
and you dont care
because to you
all i am
all i ever was
and ever will be
is
a whore.
3/30/01
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can you see through it all? can you see... me?

 

[cherub]

I think we have all been there hun !
((Hugs))
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" Stay with me just for today and let your soul come rest for a minute. "

 

[fizzygirl]

pissed off poetry...i need this every so often..