Im pretty sure it was actually Cyanide.
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Never and I pride myself on being able to say that.
I pride myself in never robbing junkies or anybody else for that matter either. You can't put a price on your reputation, it's like your credit score in many ways. I have such a high level of trust from all other drug users and dealers that I know, and I never have to worry about somebody coming back at me for something I did years ago, since I never did anything in the past.
My druggie friends and dealers all know that I am good money. I can call in my order at 10am, and my dealer that lives an hour away can tell me he will be by at 7pm, and the next call I will get is him saying he is 5 minutes away. They all know that I will have the money, and I will be where I said I will be, and that I would have called them if anything had changed. This as all because of the trust I have built over the years, and they know that I am good for my order even if their is a 10 hour span between the time I place the order and the time they say they will get to me by.
I have a number of dealers that would front me anything that I wanted, although I never accept fronts because even though I know that I am good for it, you never know what can happen between the time you get the front and the time you are supposed to pay it back. You can get robbed, arrested, caught by family, etc, so I would not want to have to come up with the money for something that I never got to use, or was supposed to get paid for but the deal went bad. I would be a lot more comfortable if that happened if I had already paid for the drugs.
I'm not always in the financial position to pay for the drugs if I were to lose them somehow, and I can't enjoy the high as much knowing that I still have to worry about paying the dealer back. What if my car breaks down and I need my money for the repairs or something? I'm pretty sure that I would need to pay for the repairs first, and everybody in my family would wonder where all my money went if I were to have to put off paying for the car because of a drug debt.
No, I have not done such. I make good money and can afford whatever I need and nearly anything I realistically want. Granted, I do steal vials of the more exotic substances from work, but I really do not put lifting something worth maybe $30.00 that is billed to the provincial govt, from a place where I put in 65+ hours of skilled, stressful work a week to be the same as robbing an individual.
Hell, everyone here is all fuck the system and anarchic-communist blah, so it should appeal to you that I get the govt to pay for a lot of my drugs.
I am sure that you are well compensated for your 65+ hours of skilled, stressful work, so I don't see that as a valid excuse to steal any drugs. If everybody working 65+ hours a week at a stressful job stole drugs by rationalizing the same as you do, then the problem would be way worse than it is now. I just don't see how the amount of hours you work and the nature of your job does anything to make what you are doing any better.
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