Have you ever been through bad withdrawal or crave heavily, then found a lost bag?

[somnilicious]

Your post helped me immensely. Thanks for sharing. It's exactly like this, even when it comes to hormones

No problem.... I have a soft spot in my heart for my fellow methadone kickers... You gotta have the heart of a warrior, the patience of a saint and the perseverance of well... something that persevers.... to get off. I found that the longer I was on methadone the more and more depressed I got... My sleeping was reduced to about 3hrs a night.. I was lazy as hell.. and I was my memory and intelligence was starting to decline.. Withdrawal and paws are absolutely horrid but I am at the point where I have to get off this shit because I am not living up to my potential, not even close... If not now then when... Time to get on with life.. I don't wanna be on this stuff forever because the negatives out weigh the benifits.. Only reason to stay on... No reason except pure fear of the soul crushing withdrawal... So only delaying the inevitable.

 

[Ignot]

I had been taking some xanax and misplaced a half oz of some high grade bud...I searched for hours and hours all through out my room....I was fucking tripping, I was like 18 or some shit...I remember telling myself fuck it and watched a movie called SlumDog Millionaire....When the movie ended I decided to rummage through my closet again, I had misplaced it in a stealth zipper pouch in one of those Hiking bookbags with a million compartments. I was happy as fuck.


This is not withdrawing...But I found something I didn't even know was there....I got pulled over by an undercover cop one day for smoking a blunt while driving.. I was so fucked up, I thought it would be a great idea to be smoking in the middle of the afternoon in the middle of traffic, geesh. Anyway to make a long story short, the cop patted me down, charged me with cannabis posession and when I drove home and laid in bed I realized I had a baggie with like half a dozen 2mg bars in my cargo shorts....If I would have been caught with that shit, I would have been a fucking felon, and super fucked.

 

[somnilicious]

Kinda of story about finding a bag during withdrawal and before anyone says bullshit... I swear to God that this actually happened.. Me and this girl were riding around desperately trying to get some cash... We had tried pawning her T.V and Xbox but they were in such bad shape that nobody would take them... In desperation I said "Watch this" and jumped out of the car, flipped open the hood and started jumping up and down, grabbing my head and cursing to feign distress. Literally within 10sec. a guy drove up and asked what happened. I said "My car broke down for the hundrenth time.. We have no money, no place to stay and now we don't even have a car". The guy took out a HUNDRED dollar bill and just handed it to me.. I couldn't believe it.. When I turned around and she saw me popping the hundred with a smile... Her mouth dropped.. I actually felt kinda guilty afterwards but needless to say we had a fun afternoon.

To this day I have no idea how that idea actually worked... It was as if the dope fairy appeared out of the sky and dropped money in my lap...

 

[classydoper]

Hello! Ive been a BL reader for a few years now and just now finally made an account so i can be part of the community here.. Im sorry if this doesnt belong here but im having a very hard time trying to post a new thread and cant see an option to do so,, is it because im Using the site thru mobile?

Anyway yes! I found a lost bag yesterday actually and it was awesome...the pleasures of cleaning ones room, huh? ^_-

Now i have a semi related question.. I serioualy hhate the dope game and no matter how many years go by i can never get used to the constant rollercoaster of having to plan out my bags so i avoid being sick until payday. I currently went a lil cray nd did more than my Alotted amount for the day so im trippin trying to figure out ways to stretch what ive got left to last me 3 days.

Tldr; how do you all make yourself have self control to not touch ur dope? Any tips on Stretching out yr sack, any tips on how to make ur remaining stash go further or last longer?

PS i sniff not bang, recently relocated from Los Angeles to CT.. So from tar to powder or in other words...on the potency scale 10 to a 3....

Thanks all!