TranceNation how have you gone from when you started this thread?
I find that regular E users eventually do end the "honeymoon" period.... and more and more pain arrives after each little pill.
HoneyMoon period is such a GREAT way of putting it.
i remember the days when i didn't come down, the day after id normally feel better than if i didn't have it!!!!!!!
then every monday when i was comming down at work.... all i could thing about was starting the weekend again, and it couldn't come quicker.... But i felt even sicker on tuesdays... only starting to feel right by thursday.... come friday your so happy its the weekend, you forget all what you went through and just wanna let loose and munch munch munch away.
I don't regret anything ive done, i made them choices..... but im happy to say ive cut back a truckload.... been about a month or so since ive had MDMA, cutting back my usage before then aswell..... sticking to ONE pill.
and i feel SO HEALTHY! i dont even FEEL like taking a PILL!!!!!
i think... yeah fuck that would feel good.... but yeah.... i know what it feels like.... id much rather REMEMBER what i did during the night.
but i do agree.... i find it VERY hard to goto a club and enjoy myself without E.....
but i find other things very enjoyable without E.
I find with E, the less you do it the more enjoyable it is.
heavy E use is very depressing, be prepared to be unhappy for a short time..... but things move up very quickly....
Friends are the key to life..... if you have lost close friends, Go have a little look for them.... they are only around the corner........ what are you waiting for.... GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
I thought I'd give it a bump, since we're coming into summer, and there's always another party to go to.
