freepsychosurgery
Greenlighter
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long time lurker and, more than once, have actually considered posting, but the internet is hardly the place for unabashed narcissism. (that was a joke. it will only get worse from here. sorry.)
i'm a caucasian female, mid-30s, born and raised in manhattan, currently trying to find the holy grail that is managing to convince somebody (anybody) to give me money to support my photographic work, in the meantime: building custom PCs for people with more money than they can think of ways to get rid of it. Until recently (like, the last year or so), I spent approx. 50% of my time either on a locked psych ward or pretending to find jesus (or bill w. whoever.) while incarcerated in one of the many, many extremely unpleasant rehabs I attended. I've had almost every psych diagnosis thrown at me over the years, but the only ones that ever stuck is the mild adult ADD and the severe bipolar (type 1, w/ psychotic features) disorder. Mult. MVA have messed up my back, leg,e tc enough that I've also been a chronic pain patient for over 5 years now, and - due to a long story, that is neither interesting or funny - I spend 6 days a week hiking up to the worst methadone clinic in NYC for 230 mg of methadone PO q AM. Other meds (drugs) include: 900mg bid lithium,2mg bid alprazolam, 60mg temazepam q PM, focalin 5mg bid, soma PRN, lyrica PRN, zyprexa ODT PRN, weed N/A, and the occasional bundle of dope (IV, but I justify it by maintaining infrequency). OTC: tagamet, diphenhydramine, marlboros.
anyway. nice to meet you all. have a nice weekend (those of you who read all the way down to here...)
i'm a caucasian female, mid-30s, born and raised in manhattan, currently trying to find the holy grail that is managing to convince somebody (anybody) to give me money to support my photographic work, in the meantime: building custom PCs for people with more money than they can think of ways to get rid of it. Until recently (like, the last year or so), I spent approx. 50% of my time either on a locked psych ward or pretending to find jesus (or bill w. whoever.) while incarcerated in one of the many, many extremely unpleasant rehabs I attended. I've had almost every psych diagnosis thrown at me over the years, but the only ones that ever stuck is the mild adult ADD and the severe bipolar (type 1, w/ psychotic features) disorder. Mult. MVA have messed up my back, leg,e tc enough that I've also been a chronic pain patient for over 5 years now, and - due to a long story, that is neither interesting or funny - I spend 6 days a week hiking up to the worst methadone clinic in NYC for 230 mg of methadone PO q AM. Other meds (drugs) include: 900mg bid lithium,2mg bid alprazolam, 60mg temazepam q PM, focalin 5mg bid, soma PRN, lyrica PRN, zyprexa ODT PRN, weed N/A, and the occasional bundle of dope (IV, but I justify it by maintaining infrequency). OTC: tagamet, diphenhydramine, marlboros.
anyway. nice to meet you all. have a nice weekend (those of you who read all the way down to here...)
Do u prefer methadone to bupe?
