So myself, x, y and z have been good friends for a bit longer than 2 years but here's a quick description of them all so you can understand the situation properly:
I have had an experience with a few stimulants and psychedelic drugs, also smoke weed daily, when I have taken drugs in the past I've had a very good knowledge on them and seems to have taken them sensibly. I do have a small problem with my heart, have high blood pressure, is on medication for it and does always consider it before taking drugs. It has never been a serious issue in the past whilst taking drugs.
X is the youngest but has had the most experience with drugs, in the past, x has abused certain drugs but nowadays x has one of the biggest knowledges on dugs out of the group, he takes drugs the most frequently and also smokes cannabis daily, x suffers from mass depression disorder, he doesn't use drugs because he is depressed, his depression is a lot milder than it used to be but x still has low times.
Y has been using drugs for the least amount of time but by far has the greatest knowledge, he has only been using drugs for around a year but has experimented with stimulants and psychedelic drugs. Y is very close friends with x, with their knowledge, they seem to almost lead (or maybe 'strongly advise' is a better phrase) the group when it comes the drugs
Z is the oldest, after x he has the most experience in drugs, he has abused them in the past, he has little knowledge on many drugs, he seems to be 'never scared' on taking more drugs, loves to be as messed up as he can and doesn't have much control on when to stop a session.
We were all very into MDMA in crystal form and it was very pure every time they bought it. They took it most weekends (me and z didn't do it quite as often), but they thought it wasn't becoming an issue and wasn't feeling many effects from abusing it.
Me, x, y and z where returning to their favourite festival for the second time after a year of anticipation. Obviously they where all planning on abusing MDMA and that is what they did for 2 nights in a row until on the 3rd day. I had not been very enthusiastic, told the group he was pretty Ill and decided to visit his girlfriend. X,y and z didn't see much of swim and when they did he seemed pretty depressed and didn't seem like he was having a good time. Y had lost his MDMA so swim sold y the rest of his and told x, y and z that he doesn't ever want to take drugs again (excluding cannabis), when they questioned swim, he didn't give a particular reason, he just said that he didn't want to. X, y and z didn't want to question him on it much as something was clearly wrong, they just let him stay with his girlfriend and came to see how he was doing every now and then, x, y and z admittedly abused the remainder of their MDMA throughout the festival and all had a great time.
When they returned from the festival a horrible comedown had hit them all, not much was seen of me but he did come out and get pretty high some days.
One day x, y and I where out and had been getting high, all was normal, something still seemed different about me but all of a sudden my heart was feeling really funny, instantly x and y feared the worst and thought something major may be about to happen, they got me a drink and asked if we wanted to call an ambulance, I said no but about an hour later he decided he did want an ambulance, when I got to the hospital he was told that the problem wasn't caused by his heart but was something similar to a panic attack, I was relieved but the exact same thing happened on at least 6 different occasions within the next 2 weeks but the doctors are certain it isn't to do with his heart and it is more in his head. I have currently stopped smoking weed to see if the problem stops, it did stop happening as often but the problem was still there, I'm really annoyed that he cannot currently smoke weed but he also seems really depressed in general, x is especially worried as he knows about mental health issues. None of the group want to suggest anything about any mental health problems because they don't want to scare swim but they are all very concerned about me.
I want to know what you guys think. Is it just a coincidence that swim just wants to stop taking drugs and is a bit unhappy and is suffering from these 'panic attacks'? Or do you guys think it's all linked together and could be something a little more serious
P.s since the festival, z has chosen to never use drugs other than cannabis again, x and have decided that they will sensibly take MDMA on special occasions (they haven't yet taken it since) and possibly LSD very very rarely if it comes available to them.
I have had an experience with a few stimulants and psychedelic drugs, also smoke weed daily, when I have taken drugs in the past I've had a very good knowledge on them and seems to have taken them sensibly. I do have a small problem with my heart, have high blood pressure, is on medication for it and does always consider it before taking drugs. It has never been a serious issue in the past whilst taking drugs.
X is the youngest but has had the most experience with drugs, in the past, x has abused certain drugs but nowadays x has one of the biggest knowledges on dugs out of the group, he takes drugs the most frequently and also smokes cannabis daily, x suffers from mass depression disorder, he doesn't use drugs because he is depressed, his depression is a lot milder than it used to be but x still has low times.
Y has been using drugs for the least amount of time but by far has the greatest knowledge, he has only been using drugs for around a year but has experimented with stimulants and psychedelic drugs. Y is very close friends with x, with their knowledge, they seem to almost lead (or maybe 'strongly advise' is a better phrase) the group when it comes the drugs
Z is the oldest, after x he has the most experience in drugs, he has abused them in the past, he has little knowledge on many drugs, he seems to be 'never scared' on taking more drugs, loves to be as messed up as he can and doesn't have much control on when to stop a session.
We were all very into MDMA in crystal form and it was very pure every time they bought it. They took it most weekends (me and z didn't do it quite as often), but they thought it wasn't becoming an issue and wasn't feeling many effects from abusing it.
Me, x, y and z where returning to their favourite festival for the second time after a year of anticipation. Obviously they where all planning on abusing MDMA and that is what they did for 2 nights in a row until on the 3rd day. I had not been very enthusiastic, told the group he was pretty Ill and decided to visit his girlfriend. X,y and z didn't see much of swim and when they did he seemed pretty depressed and didn't seem like he was having a good time. Y had lost his MDMA so swim sold y the rest of his and told x, y and z that he doesn't ever want to take drugs again (excluding cannabis), when they questioned swim, he didn't give a particular reason, he just said that he didn't want to. X, y and z didn't want to question him on it much as something was clearly wrong, they just let him stay with his girlfriend and came to see how he was doing every now and then, x, y and z admittedly abused the remainder of their MDMA throughout the festival and all had a great time.
When they returned from the festival a horrible comedown had hit them all, not much was seen of me but he did come out and get pretty high some days.
One day x, y and I where out and had been getting high, all was normal, something still seemed different about me but all of a sudden my heart was feeling really funny, instantly x and y feared the worst and thought something major may be about to happen, they got me a drink and asked if we wanted to call an ambulance, I said no but about an hour later he decided he did want an ambulance, when I got to the hospital he was told that the problem wasn't caused by his heart but was something similar to a panic attack, I was relieved but the exact same thing happened on at least 6 different occasions within the next 2 weeks but the doctors are certain it isn't to do with his heart and it is more in his head. I have currently stopped smoking weed to see if the problem stops, it did stop happening as often but the problem was still there, I'm really annoyed that he cannot currently smoke weed but he also seems really depressed in general, x is especially worried as he knows about mental health issues. None of the group want to suggest anything about any mental health problems because they don't want to scare swim but they are all very concerned about me.
I want to know what you guys think. Is it just a coincidence that swim just wants to stop taking drugs and is a bit unhappy and is suffering from these 'panic attacks'? Or do you guys think it's all linked together and could be something a little more serious
P.s since the festival, z has chosen to never use drugs other than cannabis again, x and have decided that they will sensibly take MDMA on special occasions (they haven't yet taken it since) and possibly LSD very very rarely if it comes available to them.
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