CTdopeLove
Bluelighter
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- Oct 15, 2005
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Overall, no.
Smoking weed never made things good or bad really. Although spending money and getting caught by my parents did suck, generally it made life more enjoyable, and I met a lot of good people through smoking.
During one LSD trip, I realized that my shyness and low self esteem were unfounded. Basically realized "no one is better than me, we're all just people" and this stuck with me. I'm not the most outgoing person, as I'm kind of laid back and easygoing, but I really came out of my shell so to speak after this trip. All of my friends noticed the change, and this was the best thing to ever come from doing drugs.
Once my drug use progressed to cocaine and then opiates, things really went downhill. I stopped smoking weed, and would spend any money I could get on cocaine or heroin, and this is basically how I am today. I don't really have any close friends, just drug friends, and I don't even see them that often. I spend 95% of my time by myself, and the other 5% is spent mostly with my family.
Overall, definately a resounding "No", drugs have not enhanced my life, although I've learned a lot from many of my experiences, I think I would be better off in life if I never took a drug and didn't know what I was missing.
~CTdopeLove
Smoking weed never made things good or bad really. Although spending money and getting caught by my parents did suck, generally it made life more enjoyable, and I met a lot of good people through smoking.
During one LSD trip, I realized that my shyness and low self esteem were unfounded. Basically realized "no one is better than me, we're all just people" and this stuck with me. I'm not the most outgoing person, as I'm kind of laid back and easygoing, but I really came out of my shell so to speak after this trip. All of my friends noticed the change, and this was the best thing to ever come from doing drugs.
Once my drug use progressed to cocaine and then opiates, things really went downhill. I stopped smoking weed, and would spend any money I could get on cocaine or heroin, and this is basically how I am today. I don't really have any close friends, just drug friends, and I don't even see them that often. I spend 95% of my time by myself, and the other 5% is spent mostly with my family.
Overall, definately a resounding "No", drugs have not enhanced my life, although I've learned a lot from many of my experiences, I think I would be better off in life if I never took a drug and didn't know what I was missing.
~CTdopeLove