Psychologically,
I'm feeling alot better than I did before I ever took a hit. In middle school and freshman year I had huge stress and anxiety problems, low self-esteem, and I was basically miserable all the time, trying to prove my worth to myself and others by acing tests.
I started smoking towards the end of freshman year and have gone through varying phases of how much, 3 times a day for a week at most but more often 2-3 times a week. I'm in a pretty good state of mind, I'm almost always happy and I sometimes forget what it is like to be stressed. When I am having a rare bad day, I'm not even in the mood to smoke or drink, unless I am cheered up first. I also ran 2 miles the other day without having exercised in the least for a long while. I have asthma that may have even improved and heart problems that might have gotten a little worse. But I would say overall, weed has done more good for me than bad.
p.s. my g.p.a. did drop from a 4.0 to a 3.6, but I think whats more important is that I'm okay with not be perfect?
In the same sense I still do not think that I am beautiful but I've realized that not many people are and I'm 10X more accepting of myself than I was 2 years ago