good then bad
I have been an avid opiate user since I was 16 and now at the age of 31 I finally said enough is enough yesterday (Saturday) was my first appt. with sub doc. I have been on a year long binge of no less than 70mg and up to 200 mg daily of usually hydrocodone. The sub doc started me out on one 8mg film daily a half in am. and half in afternoon. My first 4mg dose was yesterday at 12:30 pm. about 24 hours after my last use of 90 mg of hydro, it took about an hour to start feeling the effect of the sub and it was pleasant it was like a verry light buzz which lasted a couple hours. After a about 5 hours I started to feel the WD's come back so I took the other half, about a half hour later I was feeling OK again, THEN, I started to get a tension headache, strong anxiety, stomach cramps, nausea, and very tired but couldn't get to sleep. I was totally miserable and very emotional crying at one point. I have only experienced WD one other time and it was mild, at the time I was drinking every day so I would just drink till I passed out, after three days I was fine. Then I fond a new supplier and I started again. Anyway, this time between the headache, anxiety, and emotions I was a mess, I Waz under the impression this shit was supposed to stop those feelings. After 2 hours of feeling like this my woman (God bless this wonderful woman) suggested a back rub, after about an hour of that and a half hour of sex ( no ejaculation) the anxiety was down, nausea was almost gone, and the cramps were gone luckily I am rx'd trazadone for sleep so I took 50 mgs and tried to sleep I dozed in and out all night. This morning I decided to try 2mg at a time so cut the strip in 1/4's at 9 am ( hour after waking) I took the first 2mg, worked great so then one at noon, one at 3pm, and last at 6pm shortly after the last dose I am feeling just like I did last night bad anxiety, stomach cramps, nausea, oh and of course the cold sweats and shakes. WTF is going on if I wasn't hellbent on getting off the shit I'd be at Dr. Feelgoods house right now. I refuse to drink I am 94 days without a drink, it almost killed me but that's another story I will tell all about if someone wants to know. So am I doing something wrong? ?? Tomorrow I am only gonna take 3 of the 2mg pieces unless someone here has another suggestion
I have been an avid opiate user since I was 16 and now at the age of 31 I finally said enough is enough yesterday (Saturday) was my first appt. with sub doc. I have been on a year long binge of no less than 70mg and up to 200 mg daily of usually hydrocodone. The sub doc started me out on one 8mg film daily a half in am. and half in afternoon. My first 4mg dose was yesterday at 12:30 pm. about 24 hours after my last use of 90 mg of hydro, it took about an hour to start feeling the effect of the sub and it was pleasant it was like a verry light buzz which lasted a couple hours. After a about 5 hours I started to feel the WD's come back so I took the other half, about a half hour later I was feeling OK again, THEN, I started to get a tension headache, strong anxiety, stomach cramps, nausea, and very tired but couldn't get to sleep. I was totally miserable and very emotional crying at one point. I have only experienced WD one other time and it was mild, at the time I was drinking every day so I would just drink till I passed out, after three days I was fine. Then I fond a new supplier and I started again. Anyway, this time between the headache, anxiety, and emotions I was a mess, I Waz under the impression this shit was supposed to stop those feelings. After 2 hours of feeling like this my woman (God bless this wonderful woman) suggested a back rub, after about an hour of that and a half hour of sex ( no ejaculation) the anxiety was down, nausea was almost gone, and the cramps were gone luckily I am rx'd trazadone for sleep so I took 50 mgs and tried to sleep I dozed in and out all night. This morning I decided to try 2mg at a time so cut the strip in 1/4's at 9 am ( hour after waking) I took the first 2mg, worked great so then one at noon, one at 3pm, and last at 6pm shortly after the last dose I am feeling just like I did last night bad anxiety, stomach cramps, nausea, oh and of course the cold sweats and shakes. WTF is going on if I wasn't hellbent on getting off the shit I'd be at Dr. Feelgoods house right now. I refuse to drink I am 94 days without a drink, it almost killed me but that's another story I will tell all about if someone wants to know. So am I doing something wrong? ?? Tomorrow I am only gonna take 3 of the 2mg pieces unless someone here has another suggestion
