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Has anything bad ever happened to you, whilst on drugs?

parttime crackhead said:
No it won't. I'm 28 and I'm built for this shit. Just because you're shite at taking drugs, doesn't mean everyone is the same.
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There is a certain degree of truth in this. Some folk are shite at taking drugs.......like they go all wrong off a couple of swedgers or start behaving odd.........really quickly. Having said that, certain drugs like mdpv would push most folks to places that would test their drugs consumption skills.

I tend just to avoid substances that will lead to psychosis or are known for being super addictive.....smack, crack, meth etc.

In 20 years of kiddies drugs, md, weed, coke, 2-cb, lsd i ve got fuck all to report.

I did get a bit paranoid in a club a few months back on 2-cb and MD...thought the place was full of travellers looking for a tear-up. I asked a bouncer and he reassured me they were just from regular folk from Fife....same inbred look.
 
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Id have to buy mdpv to binge on it so that out the question. My cat has actually fucked off since we got a kitten on Saturday. Packed his wee cat case and done one.

Right get the PCP out, get my ladder and pick something out the old testament.
 
badandwicked said:
That sounds like Post Traumatic Stress. You should definitely get help with it.
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Yeah I've thought that for a while. I really don't think there is much that can be done about it, except avoid letting it drag me down and take over all my thinking 24/7, which is what I'm trying to distract myself out of at the moment. I'm amazingly lucky to have gotten through all those actual events (there is a lot more I didn't mention in that post but basically a couple of years of mdpv and it's consequences is at the core) but I can't even feel lucky of thankful for that, for still having my sanity at the end of it all and being alive, that was all meant to be the hard part, 2 years later this should all be the easy part by comparison...but it isn't atall.

Seeing a psychiatrist this week anyway, hopefully they can actual do something useful for a change, I've mentioned PTSD to them before but maybe I need to remphasise this bs, because otherwise I don't know wtf they are paid for anyway.
 
The one time I went for counselling for a solution to a drug problem, the psychiatrist's conclusion legitimised my drug use. I don't think the session was that helpful.
 
I don't get any counselling for anything, it's a 10 minute appointment with a psychiatrist every 3 months and basically just involves prescription tweaking. My confidence in them and the NHS as a whole is fucked, and it's mildly frightening to over time have gotten this sense that when it comes to mental health they are just making it up as they go along, these paid professionals.
 
Re-reading my earlier mini list of drug fuck ups... and it seems very one sided. I have fucked up one too many times BUT the vast multitude of experience I've had on drugs have been great fun...and I always thought I have taken a lot of drugs over the last 11 years.

I wouldn't keep taking them if it wasn't for the overriding amount of good vs bad times :)

Maybe all that shit goes without saying. Meh.
 
Ceres said:
that was all meant to be the hard part, 2 years later this should all be the easy part by comparison...but it isn't atall.
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Says who?? Says you? Don't think there's nothing helpful that can be done, don't be so hard on yourself. I learned a lot about PTSD from that prog about how the MOD treated soldiers.

Ceres said:
Seeing a psychiatrist this week anyway, hopefully they can actual do something useful for a change, I've mentioned PTSD to them before but maybe I need to remphasise this bs, because otherwise I don't know wtf they are paid for anyway.
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This is good news. If this shrink doesn't help, don't give up, ask for a referral to one that will. We have to fight for our mental health in this country, don't waste any more years because you didn't get the help you deserve & are entitled to. Don't carry this alone because you feel you may have brought it on yourself, thats by the by. Like you said you're alive, to not complete the recovery and healing process by missing out on treating your mind would be crazy.
 
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Albion said:
The fuck is he on?!
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Ketamine im guessing. full on moon boots

ahh how could i forget this fuckup from 2011, In a pub with an upstairs club in town, went to do a line of meph in a toilet. door had no lock and i was a bit drunk, very buzzing and craving a line, held the door shut with my foot and quickly got it out, hoofed a big line, as i was putting it back 2 bouncers came, dragged me out, called the police, put in a cell for 11 hours gurning my tits off, lots of fuss over less than 500mg. treated me as if i had a knife or something on me. appeared in court, 250quid fine if i recall
 
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I've fucked up on too many to list. The worst time was on GBL. One minute I am sat at home, pretty fucked up, next minute in my car *shudder* 20 miles from my home with no memory of the 'journey'. I was literally stopping and checking my bonnet for blood/impact blows as I thought " Fuck I hope to god I have not hurt anyone" That REALLY shit me up and I just poured the rest of it down the sink and then went through an 'interesting very intense W/D's' for 3-4 days. 2 weeks of that would not have been much fun. :(

Not sodding good. The one that has gave me no issues at all is Cannabis.
 
Marmalade said:
Meh, how depressingly accurate.
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I believe that Iain Duncan Smith has his hands on this already.
I am so surprised that we aren't marching on London when people are relying on food banks to eat, given zero hour contract jobs, can't pay rent cos of bedroom tax.
Where has our fight gone? We vote for them to do what we want and not for them to make our lives a misery.
Labour are no better they are just Tory (B) team.
Just so I stay on thread I guess the bad thing that's happened to me on drugs is that they have kept me mellowed out for too long rather than trying to join some local protest groups.
 
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many things....

countless bouts of impotence

flying over the handlebars of a bike and requiring a lot of dental work (thank god i was on the dole at the time)

having a seizure from taking too much baclofen in from of my gf

telling the old lady who worked in the work canteen she needed a good hard fucking cause she was gettin on my case

and many mooooore....
 
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