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Has anyone successfully regained "magic" by taking an extended break?

Bsiren

Bsiren

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I advocate months off to users who have gone overboard- as do many of us.

I'm wondering though, for those who have "lost the magic" from long-term use, or the initial intense euphoria that MDMA caused, has taking long breaks (a few months or more) actually brought it back?

I hear many stories from people that taking a long break was good for tolerance (how big the dose they "needed") but it didn't change the "wow" factor in the effects.

My longest break was 3 months, and it didn't bring the "magic" back really.

I'm just wondering if taking a big break, after losing the desired effects, has really worked for anyone?
 
Absolutely. I was rolling every weekend for about a month. Dumb I know. Thank you bluelight. Then I took a month and a half break and felt a very significant increase in the magic factor. Maybe it was just bomb pills? Idk but the magic was back. And since then ive been taking extended breaks. :)
 
Yes. Not to me but to my friend who the last time she rolled before an extended break of 10 months was throwing up and having panic attacks. She took two pills yesterday and she had an amazing time she said it was a 15 out of 10 and it seemed like her first time rolling :D
 
accnamex said:
Yes. Not to me but to my friend who the last time she rolled before an extended break of 10 months was throwing up and having panic attacks. She took two pills yesterday and she had an amazing time she said it was a 15 out of 10 and it seemed like her first time rolling :D
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Thats great to hear! I'm not really asking about people that have taken 1 or 2 month breaks....I'm wondering if you've almost completely lost the magic after long-term use, if you've actually regained it successfully by taking a really longer break- not weeks, months or over a year.
 
Bsiren said:
Thats great to hear! I'm not really asking about people that have taken 1 or 2 month breaks....I'm wondering if you've almost completely lost the magic after long-term use, if you've actually regained it successfully by taking a really longer break- not weeks, months or over a year.
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Well it wasnt like she didnt feel anything, rather she felt horrible and almost died she tried another pill about a month later and had the same effects so she thought she just couldnt roll anymore. Now 10 months later much to everyones surprise she was able to roll fucking balls. Oh and she had taken around 110ish pills over the course of around 2 years before.

So in a time line 110pills over 2 years, having two horrible times, then a 10 month break followed by a good roll. :)
 
i took pills every weekend since 1988 when they were £25 each, by the time they were £10 each they stated to go downhill like mitzees started off good ,but still had good times,
but late 90's -2005 pills were hardly doing it for me anymore so i took a break maybe only doing it a couple times a year & still nothing happening, i was thinking that i must have fried my brain,
i then went a whole year doing nothing then in feb 2008 i got some i did feel something but not as good & as intence as old school pills,
then since then till now all pills ive had have been doing nothing or maybe just feel a bit speedy or a bit trippy but definately not E,
but i definately think its the quality of pills because they are not E, i don't think ive fried my brain, but i would have to come across some real E to find out but i just know deep within me
that its the pills not me,
it makes me so sad that i cant get real pills anymore , (which is why i turned to RC's- mcat -now jolly -what definately hits the spot)
i feel its the governments fault that this situation is as it is (dangerous) because if pills were legalized we would get real pills again (old school pills) not the crap thats on the street theses day's
 
Talk about a break, the last time I rolled was back in 2001, and I'll be rolling for the first time in 10 days. Almost 10 year break! I'll be rolling h-a-r-d-c-o-r-e
 
I think there is more to it than loosing the magic. I think back in the day it was magical for several reasons. It was new, rolls contained higher doses of mdma and you didn't have these strange cocktails of research chemicals. After not popping for almost a year I ran into my old reliable hookup who always tests so never had bullshit. I popped one pill and rolled my ass off. Yes it was magical but at the same time there are no surprises, you already know what's around the next corner. I didn't Have to take three to start with cuz they weren't BS pills with maybe 30 mg of mdxx but thankfully I respectable of load of mdma. You have to ask yourself if you lost the magic because the novelty has worn off and it doesn't feel new, beans have lost the magic and you just can't get high doses without having to eat 5 pills possibly getting dangerous doses of bullshit that has you turned off on them. Lately there have been too many good pills in my area and I will grab one here and there and do them within reason with proper pre and post loads.
 
WOW diabelli and Hodgson- thats a long break, I'm excited to see what the results are for both of you. Taking that much time off is admirable.
 
took 4.5 months off after losing the magic and took piracetam my last time. Took 2.5 pills and rolled fairly normally. May not have had the enthusiasm or stimulated feeling of the first few times, but it was still magical and a vast improvement over where I had been.
 
Bsiren said:
WOW diabelli and Hodgson- thats a long break, I'm excited to see what the results are for both of you. Taking that much time off is admirable.
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I'll make sure to report on the results if anyone's interested. I get the shakes just THINKING about it... I've written about it elsewhere, but I'm on a corporate hellhole career track and I realized I surrounded myself with these wannabe A-types who just care about money markets and funds, etc... having a mild mid-life crisis :p

And one day, I remembered my first roll; it was with a girl in Baltimore that I was very smitten with. Lied to her and told her that I'd tried it so I don't look like a dweeb. She brought some mitsus. Hotel bar overlooking the harbor. When it hit, the candle lights started oozing and whomping along with my heartbeat and the girl's eyes started shining at me when she held my hand... we got a room, and although we lost our clothes pretty quickly, we just held each other and touched each other and talked... not even trance music, some bossa nova.

Anyway I thought: I have to try to get that feeling back. The sensation of life.

Well, I'll be getting the goods on Monday the 26th and will report back!
 
diabelli said:
I'll make sure to report on the results if anyone's interested. I get the shakes just THINKING about it... I've written about it elsewhere, but I'm on a corporate hellhole career track and I realized I surrounded myself with these wannabe A-types who just care about money markets and funds, etc... having a mild mid-life crisis :p

And one day, I remembered my first roll; it was with a girl in Baltimore that I was very smitten with. Lied to her and told her that I'd tried it so I don't look like a dweeb. She brought some mitsus. Hotel bar overlooking the harbor. When it hit, the candle lights started oozing and whomping along with my heartbeat and the girl's eyes started shining at me when she held my hand... we got a room, and although we lost our clothes pretty quickly, we just held each other and touched each other and talked... not even trance music, some bossa nova.

Anyway I thought: I have to try to get that feeling back. The sensation of life.

Well, I'll be getting the goods on Monday the 26th and will report back!
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You, sir, are my hero =D I also forgot to mention I took a two year break when I was 16 and started again when I was 18. The magic was completely back after that two year break. It happens with time, undoubtedly.
 
That's good to hear, Ayla. I want something to really shake me up. Here's to hoping that the roll hits me exponentially hard after such a long dry spell...
 
diabelli said:
I'll make sure to report on the results if anyone's interested. I get the shakes just THINKING about it... I've written about it elsewhere, but I'm on a corporate hellhole career track and I realized I surrounded myself with these wannabe A-types who just care about money markets and funds, etc... having a mild mid-life crisis :p

And one day, I remembered my first roll; it was with a girl in Baltimore that I was very smitten with. Lied to her and told her that I'd tried it so I don't look like a dweeb. She brought some mitsus. Hotel bar overlooking the harbor. When it hit, the candle lights started oozing and whomping along with my heartbeat and the girl's eyes started shining at me when she held my hand... we got a room, and although we lost our clothes pretty quickly, we just held each other and touched each other and talked... not even trance music, some bossa nova.

Anyway I thought: I have to try to get that feeling back. The sensation of life.

Well, I'll be getting the goods on Monday the 26th and will report back!
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That sounds beautttttiful- what a lovely first experience. I'm glad that you caved in so you wouldn't look like a dweeb =) What caused you to wait until now? I'm really excited to hear how it goes- I'm sure whatever you have planned, it will be great!
 
Bsiren said:
That sounds beautttttiful- what a lovely first experience. I'm glad that you caved in so you wouldn't look like a dweeb =) What caused you to wait until now? I'm really excited to hear how it goes- I'm sure whatever you have planned, it will be great!
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Mm... I don't think I was consciously making the choice to stop rolling. But at one point, I thought I'd better start being pragmatic about life, and began to cut out the factors that made me wallow in the past... e was one of them, sad but true.

I really hadn't planned on doing it, but I met a girl that I used to roll with back when I was younger, a bit crazier. She's got the goods and she wants to see what would happen if we brought the past back for a night or 2, so I didn't much hesitate. Booked a pretty swanky hotel room with a nice soaking tub & made sure with the mgr that the room is SWAMPED with votive candles.

Everything's in line, but she went on a business trip and haven't heard from her this past wknd... hope everything's all right...
 
For sure dude, I used to roll all the time when I was 16-17 before I really knew all the effects it has on you.

I stopped for awhile and now everytime pop MDMA I get amazing highs.

It's also the state of mind I have, I don't get bad comedowns anymore or usually not feeling really shitty for days afterwards because I've done this shit soo many times and been through pretty much all of it.
 
Awesome, good to know. I think I'm basically going to stop eating 24 hrs prior, just to make it more intense. :!

Good news on a personal front: the girl wrote back saying she's super-psyched, and she'll be bringing some crazy good stuff, and diff. types of candy... the bad news: I was hoping we could hang for 2 nights but she can only stay for one... I kind of don't want to cancel on the 2nd night that I booked b/c I know the mgr very well, since the parent company of the hotel is a client of our firm... this is when I wish I had more friends like other bluelighters - my other work-related friends will be quick to judge me if they knew, etc.
 
Wow diabelli you sir have an incredible story behind starting and stopping your usage of mdma. My best hopes go to your one night of back to your younger ages again. :)
 
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