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Bluelighter
Ok so in June i took only about 200ug of LSD along with a lot of weed and alcohol. The night b4 I had taken half a g of Mandy as well.
The Acid trip was ok, quite funny etc until the 8/9 hour mark, thought I was coming down, went up to the bathroom and suddenly fell on my face without warning. Was sick all over myself, desperatley wanted to die but dont remember why. Went into the garden and fell on the rocks, cracked my ribs. Lay there begging my mate to slit my throat for a couple of hours whilst being sick etc and crying until i fell asleep.
But that I dont consider particularly weird because I did ingest LSD of course.
What I do find weird is that the next day when I woke up i felt exactly the same. Was still tripping, desperatley wanted to die. Quotes from "Fear and loathing" I could hear constantly right next to my ear. I stole loads of my mates alcohol to try and cope but it didnt work and i lay there crying all day.
Went up to anothers friends house, was so scared on the way that i blacked out onto the road. This was now about 30 hrs after ingesting the acid.
Lay at mates house screaming and begging for death (which of course really scared her), eventually went to sleep, and woke up
FEELING EXACTLY THE SAME
Nothing was real and I was sure I had gone completley insane. I promised myself suicide if the symptoms persisted for another 2 days. Everything was fucked up beyond belief. I wouldnt leave the house because i was terrified of everything outside (agrophobia).
Called my parents and asked them to come down and take me out of uni because I had gone insane.
Cryed and begged for death, feeling worse than I could have possibly lmagined for another 5 days until the effects gradually wore down.
Doctor put me on antidepressents, and I managed to obtain some Diazepam which helped alot,
I still get regular flashbacks which has just this weekend caused me to lose my job. I know the flashback bit is quite normal,
but does anyone have any thoughts on wot happened to me in the 5 days after taking the LSD?? HPPD maybe?? I have not been able to find a report of anything similar.
Thanks.
The Acid trip was ok, quite funny etc until the 8/9 hour mark, thought I was coming down, went up to the bathroom and suddenly fell on my face without warning. Was sick all over myself, desperatley wanted to die but dont remember why. Went into the garden and fell on the rocks, cracked my ribs. Lay there begging my mate to slit my throat for a couple of hours whilst being sick etc and crying until i fell asleep.
But that I dont consider particularly weird because I did ingest LSD of course.
What I do find weird is that the next day when I woke up i felt exactly the same. Was still tripping, desperatley wanted to die. Quotes from "Fear and loathing" I could hear constantly right next to my ear. I stole loads of my mates alcohol to try and cope but it didnt work and i lay there crying all day.
Went up to anothers friends house, was so scared on the way that i blacked out onto the road. This was now about 30 hrs after ingesting the acid.
Lay at mates house screaming and begging for death (which of course really scared her), eventually went to sleep, and woke up
FEELING EXACTLY THE SAME
Nothing was real and I was sure I had gone completley insane. I promised myself suicide if the symptoms persisted for another 2 days. Everything was fucked up beyond belief. I wouldnt leave the house because i was terrified of everything outside (agrophobia).
Called my parents and asked them to come down and take me out of uni because I had gone insane.
Cryed and begged for death, feeling worse than I could have possibly lmagined for another 5 days until the effects gradually wore down.
Doctor put me on antidepressents, and I managed to obtain some Diazepam which helped alot,
I still get regular flashbacks which has just this weekend caused me to lose my job. I know the flashback bit is quite normal,
but does anyone have any thoughts on wot happened to me in the 5 days after taking the LSD?? HPPD maybe?? I have not been able to find a report of anything similar.
Thanks.