I've read a lot of article on the nexus, reddit and here about people who've had bad trips but all of them seem to fall into the same category and differ a large amount in comparison to my experience. A lot of people say that largely they see demons and other such creatures which put them off of their trip but don't largely discomfort them in any way with lasting effects. I've read a few where people describe events relating to things going wrong during an interaction with another person and that has caused them to become upset too.
With my experience, I eyeballed how much I was using and really did not do a good job in doing so. I probably put in enough for 5 hits and having very strong lungs probably did equivalent to 4 of them. By this time I lay down on my bed hoping to breakthrough in a positive mind set and as it began I was just launched back to reality. I sat up on my bed and as soon as this happened I started to dissociate HARD. I forgot who I was, where I was, what things were around me and how to communicate. I stood up which probably only worsened the effects and I started to panic. At this point my entire body started to convulse and feel like it was being torn apart shred by shred by vibrations and disintegrating. My body started to warp and the texture of my entire body started to change, going from slimy to eventually melting and I was in a cold sweat practically drenching my room. I was sure before I started in my ability to tell myself it was a bad trip and let the drug take control of me before I started, but at this point all my mind knew was "I am an entity, I am alive, and I am going to die right now". I felt as if I could see inside of my own skull and everything was horrific. It came to sitting on my floor for what seemed like eternity and riding it out.
The thing is I didn't read of anyone having a similar experience and aside from my body texture feeling, not looking as if it was melting and very slight body disfigurement I had no other visual or auditory hallucinations which seems unusual. There were other parts to the experience but I'm glad I don't remember them entirely. Since the trip ended I seem to be really panicked when in the dark, and I get paranoid that something is over my shoulder every 10m or so whilst awake.
Has anybody had a similar situation to this and if so how have you coped with it and how did it affect you?