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Bluelighter
Did anybody here ever had a flashback?
That is likely dissociation. I get this too, but weirdly psychedelics actually help a lot with it for me. It is generally caused by trauma, drug use, sleep deprivation, and/or other factors.There was one time I kept on coming out my body and it wouldn't go away when I hadn't took anything prior. I went to a&e because i thought I had lost the plot or it was psychosis or something. By the time they gave me diazepam it had got much better anyway.
I think it might have been triggered by too much alcohol/lack of sleep as had been out for most of the weekend, it was Sunday night, and I had been drinking way too much. I also took a big hit from the bong trying to make myself feel better as I was feeling really rough but I think this set it off even although I was used to smoking a lot.
I used to have outer body experiences as a kid though. I often get dissociation when I'm in situations I find anxiety inducing and I feel like I'm a spectator of the whole room or something (hard to explain) rather than from within myself it's not enjoyable and it's annoying when trying to concentrate. When my anxiety isn't as bad I can stay connected to my body.
I also had an outer body experiences while hugging someone and the person I was hugging said they also got catapulted up away in the sky out their body at the same time we went lol "woww did u feel that" the guy was paranoid schizophrenic and I freaked him out apparently, freaked me out a bit too.
Other than that I just have fond memories of tripping. On DMT I was hovering around the ceiling for a while before breaking through and I get that memory a lot but it's cool cause then I feel comforted too like the trip.
This is accurate.Flashback to what? Childhood trauma, many times per day. Psychedelics, not to the state I was in but to memories of two very bad experiences.
The HPPD 'forever trip' "flashbacks" are extremely rare if non non-existent. People can sometimes have mild visual remnants from a trip, but the idea that you will be tripping forever is false. Even if you are schizophrenic, you will probably have periods of relative normalcy in between schizophrenic episodes.
I think this is more HPPD? It happens to me too but I don't consider them a flashback myselfI remember my first time doing mushrooms at 16. I watched everything twist & distort and watched my buddies trailer walls look like they were "breathing".
Every once in awhile, I'll still see this breathing effect, if I zone out long enough on certain surfaces & stuff. But it doesn't bother me at all.
True, you're right about that. Less of a flashback and more just persistent visual hallucinations I guess.I think this is more HPPD? It happens to me too but I don't consider them a flashback myself
I would honestly expect DXM flashbacks to be far more likely than psychedelic "flashbacks" from personal experience. Haven't had a DXM flashback, but it feels far more damaging to my brain and it did permanently worsen my HPPD a decent bit.Now does anyone know if Disso flashbacks are a thing???
I've had profound (like out of body, near-death type of shit) dextromethorphan w/ cannabis trips and every once in awhile I will suddenly feel like I'm back in that 'hole' and "dying", but it usually only lasts a couple minutes. Probably just anxiety but it's very strange.
Most of my panic attacks usually involved me freaking out or getting super angry and crazy if I'm panicking (usually in social situations).
Where as these "other attacks" will literally be me just talking to some one or doing something & then suddenly feeling a strange sensation like I'm dying or my soul is about to be sucked out of my body. This usually leads to panic attacks, but they precede the panic attack, which is odd. Some times I lose the sensation of having a body during it too. Kind of like what happened to me on these 'profound' DXM trips years ago.
I've really wondered about this.I would honestly expect DXM flashbacks to be far more likely than psychedelic "flashbacks" from personal experience. Haven't had a DXM flashback, but it feels far more damaging to my brain and it did permanently worsen my HPPD a decent bit.
poor wording, retrospectivelyWait, you never had done psychedelics before but it reminded you of a DMT trip?
You mean it reminds you of it retrospectively?