ThatSpaceyKid
Bluelighter
Hi Guys,
I know this is an awkward topic... Recently I started smoking Crystal Meth again. It worked for a little bit just like new. But now if I smoke it just is not enough. I have been doing it for 2-3 years now. Had to stop for a while... Now I have to IV a decent amount of Crystal Meth. Usually a good bag... I have fresh needles every single time. I am not sharing them with anyone. I am having a buddy of mine hit me because I will miss. I honestly have a weak stomach when it comes to Shooting up. I am terrified of needles. But once it is done. I lit and loving the euphoria. I know I should use a filter. But I just mix it in the lid with the water. Then I just have my buddy hit my vein for me. I am not tied at all when I do it. Just dont do it. Just shoot it without tying off. I am trying to stay undetectable with my Meth use. I have done it successfully for the last month and a half. I drink water the whole time im high. Only do meth 3-5 times a week. Its 30-40 CC of water. Tap water... So far everything is fine. Havent missed a vein. Veins don't hurt. I am not obcessive over it. I do not withdrawal from it.
Anyone want to pipe in about harm reduction?
I know this is an awkward topic... Recently I started smoking Crystal Meth again. It worked for a little bit just like new. But now if I smoke it just is not enough. I have been doing it for 2-3 years now. Had to stop for a while... Now I have to IV a decent amount of Crystal Meth. Usually a good bag... I have fresh needles every single time. I am not sharing them with anyone. I am having a buddy of mine hit me because I will miss. I honestly have a weak stomach when it comes to Shooting up. I am terrified of needles. But once it is done. I lit and loving the euphoria. I know I should use a filter. But I just mix it in the lid with the water. Then I just have my buddy hit my vein for me. I am not tied at all when I do it. Just dont do it. Just shoot it without tying off. I am trying to stay undetectable with my Meth use. I have done it successfully for the last month and a half. I drink water the whole time im high. Only do meth 3-5 times a week. Its 30-40 CC of water. Tap water... So far everything is fine. Havent missed a vein. Veins don't hurt. I am not obcessive over it. I do not withdrawal from it.
Anyone want to pipe in about harm reduction?

I know there are risk with these kinds of things.. And that a price will paid eventually... I know exactly where I am headed. I was here before sadly last year. But this time is gonna be different. Once its out of control no more. But right now it is controllable. Obviously using Crystal over time causes weight loss, being sickly looking, dependence, desperation, anxiety, withdrawal, etc.. Been here before. I admit it gets worse each time. But I am 70% better than last year. Only Meth and Marijuana. Nothing else. Well see where this goes. And yes fresh needles... People could not stress that enough to me... Otherwise it starts getting nasty XD .
But had the time of my life... Eventually for me it turns into being sickly looking and skinny. Dead looking. Numb to everything. Angry and irritated. Kind of act like a little diva and wine about everything or throw a fit. Not sleeping for weeks. Stealing. Staying up 22 hours a day. For days and weeks. Eventually fall apart. I aint going back to the dark side though. 8( I can function and use, but just cant get too desperate.