in the past it has always been heroin. i feel like it's not really something you can just ask around for.
availbility always seems to switch tho... when i want coke, i can only find meth. when i want meth, i can only find coke. when i want shrooms, theres only acid (altho acid is pretty abudunt most times, i just never want it.. maybe thats why!). and then weed is just always there, but seems to be offered to me more when i don't want it at all. blah blah.
I feel you Mia. I currently live in one of meth's biggest hotbeds, a city that has a illegal methamphetamine culture stretching back to the late 40's, a city who's status the DEA upgraded to that of "source nation" for meth at one time and I tried to get a hold of some last week desperately- I was jonesing hard and looked far and wide- Fortunately, though I will been clean 11 months if i make it to sunday because I couldn't find any anywhere- and I wasn't willing to make a trip to la zona norte in the vibrant city immediately south of here were finding a hooker will for sure hook you up. But heroin and coke I'm prety sure I know were to find even though been out of the scene a while, and weed and alcohol are everywhere in my neighborhood.
I grew up in another city (San Jose) which was the "KJ (PCP) capital of the world"

During its heyday as KJ capital I was unable to get it after trying over a period of couple of months. I was fairly well connected to the extent that that summer there was an extended severe drought of buds in aug/sep and I would be the only one that could hook everyone up-with kind bud no less. What's funny is people I knew would talk about getting or having a line on blast and smoking a lenios the night before but then their boy would be out ect, ect, ect...The main street point at the time- senter & montery rd the infamous "KJ corner" was dry. There was every drug to be found but the lenios- even ones not traditionally sold at that spot like acid. Which was probably a good thing because I was using
alot of coke, crank, acid, and shrooms so my mind wasn't the stabilist it had ever been.
As far as drugs that I love that have tried that are exceedingly rare:
Opium, seconal, placidyl, fentanyl.
Haven't tried but always wanted to and are near impossible to find here (or discontinued if pharms):
Tuinal, Dexamyl, black beauties, Brompton's hospital mixture, pantopoon, DMT, mescaline, 2-cb (may have tried- E I took once fit profile), Preludin, Erimin-5, methaqualone. The preludin and especially methaqualone I would have a hard time turning down if I came into contact with it even in light of my sobriety.


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