happy to be an alcoholic

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

i love waking up and drinking beer, hell i just love drinking it.
....wishing that you were here.
but you have work.
good, there's more for me
and there's one thing in my life that never lets me down.
is always around me when i need it.
which is all the time.
but i don't care.
i used to think when i was younger, that i was a drunk.
but now i really believe it.
i started to believe it when i was able to function when i was really drunk.
everywhere i go, i'm usually drunk, and no one knows it.
now, that my friend, is talent.
and everyone makes a big deal about it sometimes.
my family gets concerned.
but what the fuck is wrong with it?
i go to work (it's only then am i completely surrounded by it)
i stay out of trouble
i don't do anything wrong
but drink too much.
what the hell is wrong with addiction?
and i mean really, if you think about, everything we do is an addiction, whether it's alcohol, drugs, sex, gambling, working...... everything we do is an addiction, a vice. we all have them.... and perhaps, just perhaps, by picking out my addictions, tell me what's wrong in my life, makes you feel a little bit better.
And if that's the case, go on a do it. it's your addiction, bringing other people down to boost yourself.
but i'll play that role if you'd like.
cause remember, i'm a drunk,
and i'll probably forget about all the negativity you say about me.
i just don't care.
i am happy to be a drunk.

 

[RaveAngel]

So... I'm not really sure if you're serious. I find it hard to believe that someone would actually think there's nothing wrong with alcoholism. But if that is the case, and you (or anyone for that matter) don't see a problem with it, let me remind you that alcohol abuse does disgusting things to your liver, which in turn can, and will, fuck up your body and mind. Being healthy physically will almost always help you be healthy mentally. And vice versa. If your writing was suppossed to be sarcastic... I apologize for being too serious. But if it wasn't and you really mean all you wrote, then you really need to grow up and take some responsibility for yourself and your body.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

when you drink as much as me, you already do not have a liver anymore. there are holes in it bigger than golf balls. and my brain, that looks like swiss chesse.

 

[roarkisdead]

sometimes addiction is the only reason we are still alive.

 

[Nik137]

Sometimes addiction is what kills us. But it is also a major reason why we get out of bed in the morning. Whether its to, drink beer, smoke pot, or do whatever else. I can relate, the only reason I got up this morning to go to work is because I want money so I can go buy beer tonight and sit around drowning myself in it until I forget about all the stupid shit I did the night before when I was fucked up. It's a shitty lifestyle at times, but it can also be the only thing to make you happy when everything else is just so fucking depressing.

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

bahahahahah.