so, my first Thanksgiving sober in a while and it was a good one; I even got to bet on some guys because I actually have the money nowadays to bet.. who would have thought! ha.
anyway, went over my mom/dads house for Thanksgiving and was there all throughout the day. actually sat and watched football w/ the father and was able to stay awake and actually have a normal convo. same goes for at the dinner table w. the rest of the family. typically I wouldnt come out for this holiday or if I did I would try to hide myself because I knew I was high or eyes would be nodding out and didnt want to embarrass myself.
I wont lie tho, my sis and I did smoke a bowl before dinner to make us a bit more hungry but weed is nothing, right? ha. its something I've yet to give up on and feel it has helped me through this sobriety period; although, some will say a drug is a drug.. well, too bad.
tomorrow is Black Friday and I even have plans to go out shopping and pick up a few things for the new apartment. imagine? I am GOING OUT TO BUY SOMETHING OTHER THAN DOPE!? who would have ever thought I would be looking to buy something other than dope? not me.
hope you all had a good things giving and things went well for you and your fam. things were sure good for ME; but the fam is a little whacky regardless if I am high or not.. but I STILL had a good day and its a day I can actually remember and not have to worry about anything.
happy thanksgiving to all! might go smoke a bowl and finished up this football game.
anyway, went over my mom/dads house for Thanksgiving and was there all throughout the day. actually sat and watched football w/ the father and was able to stay awake and actually have a normal convo. same goes for at the dinner table w. the rest of the family. typically I wouldnt come out for this holiday or if I did I would try to hide myself because I knew I was high or eyes would be nodding out and didnt want to embarrass myself.
I wont lie tho, my sis and I did smoke a bowl before dinner to make us a bit more hungry but weed is nothing, right? ha. its something I've yet to give up on and feel it has helped me through this sobriety period; although, some will say a drug is a drug.. well, too bad.
tomorrow is Black Friday and I even have plans to go out shopping and pick up a few things for the new apartment. imagine? I am GOING OUT TO BUY SOMETHING OTHER THAN DOPE!? who would have ever thought I would be looking to buy something other than dope? not me.
hope you all had a good things giving and things went well for you and your fam. things were sure good for ME; but the fam is a little whacky regardless if I am high or not.. but I STILL had a good day and its a day I can actually remember and not have to worry about anything.
happy thanksgiving to all! might go smoke a bowl and finished up this football game.