Happy Medium.....

[jungle1st]

I am torn.
Fowled up.
And mangled.
My heart has been ripped from my chest.
And stepped on.
I have seen so much,
but also so little.
On my judgement day,
will I have done enough?
I lost my faith,
with high school.
and My heart with adulthood.
Shouldnt it be the other way around?
I have gained so much.
But I have lost a great deal as well.
I no longer believe in anything.
And my feelings are so deeply rooted I find it so easy to hurt people.
I am at the end of my road here...
There is nothing I can do or say to change what happened 2 seconds ago.
I see mroe and more people become jsut like me and I realize,
Im not alone,
but it is too late.
People dont care anymore.
So, in the end,
I guess I could live with jsut finding MY
Happy Medium.......
peace
chris

 

[E-girl]

dont lose your faith in things! they can only get better! i've been through this same thing in my life and it's tough, but hang in there! you are a great person!!
((((((((hug))))))))
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."