Xorkoth has decided it's his birthday week, since he's having friends over on Friday. Xorkoth has also decided, at least for the moment, to speak in third person. Xorkoth may or may not be very high. Xorkoth should sleep, and probably will once the etizolam kicks in. Xorplopf has had a fantastic birthday weekend/early following week.

Xorkoth ahs just made a reference only a few will understand. If anyone gets it besides the ones that will obviously get it, Xorkoth will interdimensionally hug the fucking
shit out of them until they explode with the same feelings Xorkoth has currently. Xorkoth is tired of calling himself Xorkoth, I is easier to both type and say.
I really do hope that this really awesome thing going on in myself right now isn't 100% from drugs... I know it's some percentage for sure, but it feels like it's organic as well.
In either case, my turning 37 birthday promise to myself is to chill out after this runs out in a day or two, and refocus on getting healthy and immersing myself in the music world again. I'm trying to get back to where I was for a few years post-ibogaine... that has been the best version of myself so far in my life, but I know it's possible to be just as good. Lockdown fucked my head for a while, pretty bad. But my best birthday present is that it's loosening and I can do more stuff I love doing again.
Diarrhea of the mouth and/or hands strikes again. Don't mind me, I just feel amazing and want to share everything with everyone.