I'm feeling bored, listless. I took a couple of antihistamine tablets to sleep so hopefully I should get a couple of hours and then wake up feeling better. I'm tentatively considering a long period of sobriety for this next term at uni... Went without drinking a drop when I was in Sweden recently and it felt pretty good, so it could be an idea. Drinking is overrated...
I had a good time yesterday though. and I got a New Years Eve kiss! I went to a friend's place, there were about 10 of us there so it was nice and intimate, and one of the guys who lives there is a gorgeous friend of a close friend, this guy I've had the hots for for a while. We kissed for a bit, it was surprisingly passionate, then went out again to socialise. I guess sex was on the cards but I got sleepy and bored of sitting around listening to a heated drunken conversation about Judaism, went to bed to lie down for a bit, and passed out. I wonder if he came looking for me... Well, I was a bit too tired for anything else anyway, and this way there's a little bit more tension for the next time we meet... Would have been nice to cuddle a little though.
I'm having the dreaded hangover cringes. Even though I know logically that I didn't say or do anything that was too silly, it's like my mind is enthusiastically searching for little bits of things that I can give myself shit about. It's so annoying! I just want to go to sleep and wake up and be normal again, maybe do an EFT sesh or something. Blah alcohol.
Happy New Year!!!
I had a good time yesterday though. and I got a New Years Eve kiss! I went to a friend's place, there were about 10 of us there so it was nice and intimate, and one of the guys who lives there is a gorgeous friend of a close friend, this guy I've had the hots for for a while. We kissed for a bit, it was surprisingly passionate, then went out again to socialise. I guess sex was on the cards but I got sleepy and bored of sitting around listening to a heated drunken conversation about Judaism, went to bed to lie down for a bit, and passed out. I wonder if he came looking for me... Well, I was a bit too tired for anything else anyway, and this way there's a little bit more tension for the next time we meet... Would have been nice to cuddle a little though.
I'm having the dreaded hangover cringes. Even though I know logically that I didn't say or do anything that was too silly, it's like my mind is enthusiastically searching for little bits of things that I can give myself shit about. It's so annoying! I just want to go to sleep and wake up and be normal again, maybe do an EFT sesh or something. Blah alcohol.
Happy New Year!!!
