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hi yall first off this post is genuine if you want my pic wheelchair and all email me second off i am not a male i am a 32 year old female and mother of a 6 year old son. I have Cerebrial Palsey and have been wheelchair bound since the day i was born. To richie i say I acted as Though i was in love with my chair I was being silly My chair has a throttle control which puts on a neat light show so to speak! I take no offence to anyone but i do find it hard to understand what you found hard to believe. Like someone said its not like i was saying things which were untrue nor did i make any statement that made me act as if i was some authority on mdma. Please save your hostility towards the US Government lol. Thanks everyone for your kindness and thank you bluelight for this wonderful site! God Bless you wonderful people! God Bless America! God Damn the US Government and the DEA! PLUR!
 
Just.... roll on!!!!
We are a (healthy!) couple of 47 and 49 years old. And some kids here consider US being "handicapped" just because of our age!!!
Your discription of how you "felt in love with the knob of your wheel-chair" fits perfectly into the funny effects, one can have on E!!! - We've taken E about 70 times now, and we had all kinds of funny or strange reactions.... (People wouldn't believe if we told them.)
Just ignore the negative comments of some ignorant fools here, which are not even capable to read properly and didn't notice, you are a woman and not a guy!!!
Most of the other bluelighters are more tolerant, open and serious.
You've found something very special for yourself and we thank you for sharing your experience with all of us! We hope, this was not your last report posted here!!!!!!!
Keep on rolling! But do the rolling on E in moderation and don't do it every week, because it'll loose it's magic when taken to often. (We know by experience!)
Greetings from the Oldman (and his oldlady)
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DoubleRoller: don't worry about all the cynic's - I thought your post was fantastic, and I could feel what you meant about how cool your chair was.
You mention you have CP - I would love to hear what effect the e had on your limb movements - was your level of spasticity increased or reduced? And did you find it difficult to manipulate your chair? I know I can't even use a mobile phone on e!
 
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EDIT [Hate editing post's but this one wasn't needed, If you have a problem with me editing your post please feel free to e-mail or another mod/admin]
[ 07 May 2002: Message edited by: Airwalk ]
Wow! BL has changed!!! ={
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I think your story is great and I wish I could have been there with you too! Isn't it neat how your inhibitions disappear(in a non-sexual way) and your able to look at things in perspective.
Taking E for me is a very emotional freeing experience and I always get a warm feeling when I hear about those who get something positive out of the experience.
E can be very therapuetic if done in moderation. I try to only do it once a month or so and I do it only with my closest friends and loved ones. That way I'm sharing the good feelings with those who are worth it. I hope you keep having a great time.
P.L.U.R.
 
Babydoc_vic,
My spastisity was reduced while I was on X, the day after I found myself relaxed to the point where I could barely sit up straight.. I felt blah, the rest of my body was fine though, but I found that it was hard for me to talk for a few days after use, (parcially due to bitting my tongue while rolling) I was able to drive my chair normally while rolling. It was easier for me to talk. (My friends don't remember wheither it was easier to understand my speech or not LOL) I know that I was able to move my limbs easier than I ever did on the muscle relaxers the Doc's perscribed, without the "yucky" feeling while on it and I was unable to hold my head up nor talk while on muscle relaxers. The X just gave me a good feeling all 'round! Thank all of you who believe thaf this posting it real. It would be senceless to make a fake post!!!
 
I read your story, DoubleRoller, and as an older person like you, and as a registered nurse, our experiences on E can be seen as different and bizarre by commentators like Richie. It's not the amount of E a person has done, but the amount of life experiences a person has lived prior to taking E, that makes our experiences unique. One thing is for sure, Richie does not exhibit PLUR values, especially the Respect part. Back to your lifelong handicap, DoubleRoller: it takes courage to LIVE your life as you choose and not be held back by what peole see as a disability. I would love to take you to a Rave, you would have a blast, and I would have a great time being with you, too! You sound interesting and fun. You go girl!
 
DoubleRoller: thanks for answering my question. The reason I asked was because I know that an Englishman with very severe early onset Parkinson's disease found that MDMA gave him free movement (while under the influence). His Parkinson's was so severe that rather than tremors and rigidity had severe spaticity of his upper limbs. The effect of MDMA was amazing - he had completely free movement, and Dr's are now doing research on him, with the aim of finding a drug that has similar positive effects without the negative effects.
I'm impressed you could manipulate the joystick on your chair - like I said, I can't even use a mobile phone (those buttons are so damn small!) :)
If you use MDMA again, you might find that taking some magnesium tablets helps reduce the jaw clenching and tongue biting. Many people find this helpful, in doses of between 500mg and 1500mg. I guess you would want to check first that it wouldn't be a problem with any med's or with the CP (although I don't think it should be a problem).
 
Wow! BL has changed!!! ={
Nope...in this forum we've always tried to delete personal attacks and overly negative comments.
Doubleroller, glad you posted a followup. I find your comments very interesting (in terms of the effect of the MDMA on your condition).
I can definitely identify with why you might want to stroke your wheelchair - I've had similar tactile experiences on MDMA - they're a lot of fun ;)
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