Back again after smoking for the 1st time in 2 months yesterday.
On my way walking home, I had to cross a street because the sidewalk ended. I vividly heard a car coming, like I swear a car was driving down. Stood there like a retard watching both sides back and forth, no car in sight.
Little bit later, I'm still walking and I actually do see a car driving behind me. In reality, I'm sure it was going around the posted speed limit (25mph), but being stoned made it seem like I was trapped in a nascar ring. I damn near jumped on someones lawn to avoid it.
Walking down a neighborhood street, I see people doing everyday shit like washing their cars or doing whatever. Being a paranoid schizophrenic whenever I'm high, I kind of freak out and look at my phone and pretend I'm doing something so no one gets suspicious. I stare at the thing for what feels like an hour, only to find I'm a couple steps away from where I originally was.
When I'm sitting around alone by my computer, the depersonalization can really hit me hard if I'm not careful. There's still those thoughts in the back of my head that I'll be stuck forever being an "entity" rather than a human being.
Depending on one's definitions, you could definitely say Cannabis has hallucinogenic effects.
I'm proud to say I didn't have a full blown panic attack, but the body hypochondria was still there. The mental effects actually don't seem to bother me too much anymore. It's the body high. That sinking feeling in your chest. The pounding heart. The cottonmouth so bad that food is actually the LAST thing on your mind. Also, the nausea nearly overwhelmed me. Not sure what this is. The reason I think these anxious feelings are good to mention is because there is no cause to this anxiety what-so-ever. It's completely irrational, which implies that there is something psychedelic going on.
Oh, and just thought I'd add: I get a lot of stomach discomfort when stoned. Immediate nausea after trying to eat or drink water, more pronounced when I'm standing up or trying to sit back down. My stomach also "beats" just like my heart. Wondering what the fuck this is about, considering Cannabis is used to ease symptoms like this. Not a hallucination, just thought I'd add. It's an instant high killer for me.