merajjj840
Bluelighter
Hello,
I live in a northern city of NY so speed is not predominant. Heroin is the DOC of everyone I know, including myself (not IV:D). However, I met someone who is heavily involved in speed and he would give it to me for free. I used ~10g in 8 days. I have absolutely no tolerance to uppers. 10mg of adderall gets me wired... So I KNOW* the entire time I was on this stuff I was completely SPUN. I stopped using speed on 5/18.
I always was on heroin/barbituates/benzos (sometimes all three, but usually just low-dose H to not be sick/ and somewhat therapeutic levels of benzos, 2-5mg kpin/10-20mg Valium OR 100-150mg buitibal for the barbs - benzo/barb doses were the total for the day) while using. I am aware that any sort of Sball is fucking stupid. The only Sball I ever had done before was MDMA & Fent. H&M... whole nother game.
The M was always smoked out of a bong. Usually .25g at a time. Unsure of purity.. Person was distributor, likely not (severely) cut. Clear glass shards that ranged in sizes of oblong peas to oblong half dollars. Not sure if that is indicative of anything. .25g smoked had me high for 4-6hr and spun for another 6-8hrs. Keep in mind my constant usage of downers.
QUESTION:
I hallucinated three different times (visual), only one of which was while ON the actual shit (driving home at 6am after an all nighter with my friend)
What I'm asking is why did I hallucinate when I *wasn't* on it? One time it had been over 24hrs and I saw a man in 18th century clothing walking down the road and he disappeared INTO me. I was with a friend who has never used such a drug, she saw nothing. The other time it had been roughly 18hrs since I last used and I saw the guy who was giving it to me standing over my left shoulder at my desk at home. I looked again, and he was gone.
Not sure if definitive answers can be given. I know meth can cause hallucinations, both visual & auditory. What I don't understand is why 2 out of 3 occurred while I felt no effects from the meth (It's possible that I did not 'feel' the effects due to my heroin/benzo/barb usage) Additionally, I used this drug for such a short period of time, should I chalk up the hallucinations to sleep deprivation? (As I was surely spun... In those 8 days I probably only slept ~12hrs) I was under the impression that speed would only do this for long-term users. Surprisingly, I was eating well (seriously guys) throughout this 8 day train wreck.
Thanks.
Never using it again. He & I hate each other and I would never* seek this drug out. It was offered, I foolishly accepted. Thanks.
I live in a northern city of NY so speed is not predominant. Heroin is the DOC of everyone I know, including myself (not IV:D). However, I met someone who is heavily involved in speed and he would give it to me for free. I used ~10g in 8 days. I have absolutely no tolerance to uppers. 10mg of adderall gets me wired... So I KNOW* the entire time I was on this stuff I was completely SPUN. I stopped using speed on 5/18.
I always was on heroin/barbituates/benzos (sometimes all three, but usually just low-dose H to not be sick/ and somewhat therapeutic levels of benzos, 2-5mg kpin/10-20mg Valium OR 100-150mg buitibal for the barbs - benzo/barb doses were the total for the day) while using. I am aware that any sort of Sball is fucking stupid. The only Sball I ever had done before was MDMA & Fent. H&M... whole nother game.
The M was always smoked out of a bong. Usually .25g at a time. Unsure of purity.. Person was distributor, likely not (severely) cut. Clear glass shards that ranged in sizes of oblong peas to oblong half dollars. Not sure if that is indicative of anything. .25g smoked had me high for 4-6hr and spun for another 6-8hrs. Keep in mind my constant usage of downers.
QUESTION:
I hallucinated three different times (visual), only one of which was while ON the actual shit (driving home at 6am after an all nighter with my friend)
What I'm asking is why did I hallucinate when I *wasn't* on it? One time it had been over 24hrs and I saw a man in 18th century clothing walking down the road and he disappeared INTO me. I was with a friend who has never used such a drug, she saw nothing. The other time it had been roughly 18hrs since I last used and I saw the guy who was giving it to me standing over my left shoulder at my desk at home. I looked again, and he was gone.
Not sure if definitive answers can be given. I know meth can cause hallucinations, both visual & auditory. What I don't understand is why 2 out of 3 occurred while I felt no effects from the meth (It's possible that I did not 'feel' the effects due to my heroin/benzo/barb usage) Additionally, I used this drug for such a short period of time, should I chalk up the hallucinations to sleep deprivation? (As I was surely spun... In those 8 days I probably only slept ~12hrs) I was under the impression that speed would only do this for long-term users. Surprisingly, I was eating well (seriously guys) throughout this 8 day train wreck.
Thanks.
Never using it again. He & I hate each other and I would never* seek this drug out. It was offered, I foolishly accepted. Thanks.
